My thoughts are running wild,
I just hate myself,
There's not one excuse,
Are these just idle words
With praying hands,
I wish I could erase,
Will I ever learn,
Hear my plea, on these knees,
As I pray on my knees,
Healed by Your divine grace.
thinking of these past sins.
Hear the words of this child,
my cries within,
where do I begin.
for the things I have done.
But why is it Lord,
I always seem to run.
for what I do.
This heart of stone,
these dead man's bones,
they're crying out to you.
coming out from these lips.
Same old lines,
time after time.
Am I losing my grip,
in this sinking ship.
I come in Your presence.
Before You I do stand,
with words of repentance.
the stupid things I've done.
These haunting memories,
that forever lingers on.
from these foolish mistakes?
Will I ever learn my lesson,
what will it take?
Lord God, set this mind at ease!
tears form upon this face.
My sins I do lay,
life no longer gray.
my iniquities are erased.
5/20/94