I lie sleepless in bed,
He's whispering in my ear,
Sitting alone in the night,
A life that can't cope,
Life's harder day after day,
Holding my life in my hands,
Lord God, Creator of All,
I can't make it on my own,
Suicidal tendencies,
with these thoughts in my head.
Nothing's going the way I want,
thinking I'm better off dead.
The Prince of the Air.
Telling me to just give up,
for their's no one who cares.
death's in my sight.
Suicidal tendencies
is what the Snake invites.
life without any hope.
It's time to put an end to my life.
First I tried with dope
then tried with the rope.
Then with the gun and with the knife.
this life I cannot stay.
Nothing in this world, only misery.
Suicide's the only way out,
to escape this world of doubt.
Is this the only way it could be?
doing what the serpent commands.
There has to be another way.
I scream out the Lord's name,
save me from this worldly shame.
And take these foolish desires away.
your holy name I do call.
Save me from this depression of mine,
by your might, crush down this wall.
I can't do it all alone.
For I need your help,
the one who sits upon the throne.
it had the best of me.
Suicidal tendencies,
now I have been set free.
10/21/93