There you are, no longer a girl
but a woman of the world,
who takes my very breath away.
A goddess of the Heavens,
who by far brightens up the day.
I long to see...
your most precious smiles,
upon your face.
It's your stunning beauty,
of such endless grace.
This is to let you know,
of how special you truly are.
For it's your name,
forever written in the stars...
forever written in my heart.
This is just a little something,
to let you know
that my feelings are ever true.
I know this isn't much,
but my life you so greatly touch.
For you'll always be with me Sue.
"Here I Am"
Here I am, a bruised man,
as I lie with a broken heart.
You say that you can't love me back,
as my world now crumbles apart.
It might be selfish of me,
but I must try to figure out why.
These questions that roam my head,
will haunt me till the day I die.
I can't seem to find any relief,
tossing and turning in my sleep.
The nights of endless slumber,
to many to number,
these questions that run deep.
With every decision,
there's got to be the reason why.
I don't know if it matters anymore,
as the tears burst from these eyes.
I wish I can prove myself to you,
these feelings you may never know.
I think I am not good enough,
and I am wrong for thinking so?
I know love can't be forced upon,
but I hope you do see someday...
that my love for you is ever true,
and will never ever fade away.
I don't want to make you feel bad,
I don't want to make you feel sad,
but this is what I must do.
To leave from your presence,
but I'll never forget about you.
"A Waste Of My Time"
You're not good enough for me,
'cause I'm not good enough for you.
You've dismissed my works,
how this hurts me,
if she only knew.
Now I just want to get some sleep,
I wish I can get you out of my freakin' head.
As this hope once inside of me,
it no longer lives,
for it is now dead.
Making you feel good about yourself,
for this was my only crime.
Now to think about you,
is only a waste of my time.
This thing once called friendship,
it means nothing more to me.
To depart from one another,
for this is now what must be.
09/19/06