I am trying to find the words within.
I know you can't take it anymore,
How I wish to be friends again.
Oh, how I wish I could cry,
Hurting you is nothing but a crime.
The pain that rages in my heart,
I have ruined to what we claimed.
For where do I start,
where do I begin?
Words just to get in the way,
of what I have to say.
and you have heard it all before.
The words that I have said,
oh, how I wish I was dead.
But it's so hard to look
of what I have done back then.
How foolish I was, I now see.
Is there any forgiveness,
for a stupid, pathetic man like me?
to shed a tear from my eye.
Through the sorrow of my pain,
I wish I could let it rain.
To leave each other,
would only kill me in time.
Is this what's meant to be?
For if it is,
it means the end for me.
for it's tearing me right apart.
Me to never call you by name,
for I shall never be the same.
For I am the fool,
I am the one to blame.
Can our friendship have a second chance!
Can it ever be saved,
no matter the circumstance?
10/19/97