"Lost In Pain"

Where am I in my mind,
Am I lost, am I gone, am I blind,
Blind to what is real,
Real to touch, real to feel,
Feel the tears welling up inside,
Or the pain I cannot hide,
Can they see how I shake all over,
In the wind on the ground like clover,
What is this pain I cannot control,
When will I ever know,
And will I ever start,
To feel joy in my heart.

Author: Keith Ball