| My Final Goodbye I spend my time in tempered thought, Pondering over a life of rot, The children I have and their lives, My first and now second wives, Did I do good to bring them here, Into this world of doubt and fear, Or did I mess up with reproduction, In subjecting them to deceit and destruction, And though I love them oh so much, I wonder if I was out of touch, With reality of my horrid life, As I grew up in all this strife, What have I done to my beloved kin, Except make them experience the pain I am in, A failure is what I am now, A failure that wants out somehow, I failed my mom and yes my dad, I failed the children that I have had, I failed them all as I know you can see, I failed them all and I failed me, But to those of you who still love me true, You must now know I?ve failed you too, Now I say to family and friends, This is it ,this is the end, Though it may make you blue, I must say goodbye, goodbye to you??.. Keith B |
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