Sora
leaned closer against the big oak tree, wincing a little at the small sore
wounds located all over his body. Although he had tried to forget, memories
continued to flash before him, giving him a painful insight of the situation.
What happened...?!
What did I do...?
He
buried his face into his hands, small crystal clear droplets begun to slide out
from the corner of his eyes. He could still feel the presence of them.
He
had run as fast as he could have, but it was useless nevertheless. And when he
came to that dead-end in that shady alleyway, he knew that nobody could help
him...
Nobody
Not even Riku...
The
last thing he could remember was the tall consuming shadows of the three men,
advancing over him as he pressed against the wall in horror. They stunk of
cigarettes and aftershave, the smell literally making Sora suffocate.
“Leave me alone! What do you want from
me?”
They
refused to answer his question as they continued to look at him with the
sadistic smiles that had painted their faces since the very beginning. One of
the three men swiftly pinned Sora onto the brick wall in one movement, leaving
the brunette whimpering and struggling for freedom. Another approached him,
pressing a 6-inch blade against Sora’s delicate throat.
‘It’s useless. I...I won’t get out
of this without...’
“Shut up or I’ll jam this knife into
your throat.” He sniggered as he
watched Sora staying as still as a stick, frightened to move at all. “You
don’t have to be so scared, kid. Maybe you’ll end up enjoying this...”
“No...L...let me go...Please... I’m
begging you...”
...
Sora
slid onto the ground, his body still trembling with fear.
He
felt so dirty.
The
way they forced themselves onto him one by one... The way they whispered into
his ears, telling him that ‘They’ll be back for him again soon’.
He
desperately needed somebody to help him, somebody to hold him to tell him that
everything is going to be fine. He wanted to be comforted, but he didn’t
exactly want to trouble anybody either.
He
didn’t want anybody else to get involved, or to get hurt just because of
him... Because it was his fault that this happened anyways wasn’t it...?
It
was his fault for coming home that late that night. It was his fault for taking
that shortcut.
Everything
was his fault... There’s nobody else to blame...
Still...
“Please...anybody
just...” He whispered weakly.
Footsteps
were approaching him nearby in the opposite direction.
~*~
“Where
the hell is that idiot...?!”
Riku
was worried. He had been since last night when Sora’s mum came over to his
house late at night and questioned him whether he’s seen Sora or not.
“It’s almost midnight and he’s
still not home...” He remembered she
had said. “I was hoping that he was over
at your house, but I guess I was wrong...”
The
silver-haired boy knew himself that it was unlikely for Sora to not return home,
no matter the reason. Something was wrong, and he could feel it because of the
close bond that he shares with the brunette-haired boy. So early the next
morning, he set off to go around the town, in the hopes of finding the
whereabouts of his dearest friend.
He
stopped suddenly, as he cut his way into the large park.
“Sora
use to love to come here all the time whenever something happened...”
Approaching
closer to the oak tree, he could make out a small figure, lying down on the
grass beside an oversized tree. The boy was crying, his bushy brunette hair
covered in little bits of dirt.
‘Sora?’
Making
haste, he ran over to him as fast as his legs could carry him. He helped the
brunette to sit back up properly, brushing the small amounts of dirt away from
his hair.
“Oh
my god... Sora? Are you ok...? Thank god I found you, everybody was so
worried...” He said relieved, but that was before he managed to see the small
bruises located on the boy’s arms and legs. There were also a few dark marks
down the length of his neck and a small gash on his knee. His eyes narrowed
suspiciously, hoping that his intuition was wrong about what had happened.
“Sora,
what happened...? W...why are you hurt...?” He questioned immediately, puling
the boy closer, trying to look into his eyes.
He
watched as the brunette got up slowly, patting the dirt off his arms and legs
before giving him a small forced smile.
“I...Its
nothing Riku, really.” He tried to sound as happy as he usually would, but he
couldn’t even lie to himself. He reassured his silver-haired friend that he
was definitely alright by chuckling slightly. “I was rushing to come home late
last night and I stupidly tripped on a small bit of boulder and it hurt so much
that I couldn’t walk...”
He
prayed inside his mind that Riku had bought his excuse, but the silver-haired
boy seemed less then content with his reply.
“I
didn’t know you can get bite marks on your neck from tripping over.” Riku
pressed, pulling the boy closer to examine his wounds more carefully. His hands
run across the bruises on his forehead, as his eyes continued scanning across
his body to search for further damage. “I demand you to tell me what had
happened now, Sora.” He continued in a seriously stern tone.
“B...but
there’s nothing else to tell you, because that’s what happened!” Sora
pushed back desperately, trying to delete the memories of the events of last
night from his mind completely. He bit down hard on his lips, almost drawing
blood, just to try to hold back his tears. “Just let it go, ok? I’m
fin—”
He
was silenced immediately as Riku pulled him right into his arms, burying his
worried face into his thick bushy hair. His arms wrapped around him
possessively, almost choking the brunette for that second.
“Riku...”
He whispered softly, wrapping his arms around the silver-haired boy’s neck.
“You
know I love you Sora, yet you are always reluctant to tell me anything. I feel
like a complete stranger to you sometimes...” He sighed as he kissed the top
of his head. “Everytime, you say nothing to me and all you do is smile to tell
me you’re okay. But when you do that, I have noway to help you, Sora. And all
I can do is hold you like this, and hope that everything you’re telling me is
true.”
Sora
squeezed his eyes closed, a single crystal tear forcing itself out from his
ocean blue eyes. He cursed at himself for lying to Riku. He hated himself for
it...
But
he didn’t want to trouble him any further, either...
“T...Thank
you, Riku… I’m fine, really.” He practically choked out, hoping the
silver-haired boy wouldn’t know he was crying.
“I
curse myself for being so useless, but I won’t force you to say any more if
you do not wish to...” Riku said softly, his lips brushing against the
brunette’s ear, causing him to shiver pleasantly. “Please just come to me
whenever you’re ready to talk about it.”
Sora
nodded slightly as he nuzzled against his throat. “Thank you, Riku.”
~*~
“Mmmm...”
A
small voice echoed across the tiny room. The atmosphere was heavy and humid,
sweat baring on his forehead and all over his body. Sora ached back a little
more, his eyes squeezed close to form a small straight line. He pressed back
against Riku’s chest as the silver-haired boy tightened his grip around him.
“Ahh... O...Onegai... I...I want more Riku...”
Riku
flicked his tongue against the side of Sora’s neck, running it across the deep
dark bite marks. He growled a little from the back of his throat as he felt his
groin tightening from the innocent reactions Sora was giving him.
He
used his free hand to reach for the brunette’s face, turning it slightly so he
could gain full access to his soft swollen lips. He pressed his tongue against
his mouth, begging hungrily for entrance, while his other hand continued to
stroke and squeeze his aroused flesh.
Sora
felt more tears welling up, as he runs his tongue against Riku’s. His feet
partially digged into the mattress of the bed, trying to gain back some control.
He moaned and panted frantically as Riku brought him closer and closer to his
release.
“O...Onegai... R... Riku... M...more... I... I’m so close...” He gasped
desperately as he pressed up more against his lover’s hand. The sudden change
of pace of his touches caused Sora to mewl pleasantly, before he completely
surrendered himself to the silver-haired boy. He leaned back against him, his
breath coming out in a unsteady rigid pattern, his heart pounding and thundering
against his ribcage.
Riku
watched amusingly as the brunette shuddered uncontrollably in his arms. He
bought his hand up to his mouth, licking and savouring every last drop of
Sora’s essences. Sora blushed as he watched him doing so, as he turned around
and hid against the crook of Riku’s neck.
“Tell
me, Sora... What do you need now...?” He whispered hoarsely, a single finger
sliding back and pressing softly against his tight entrance, while he nipped the
shell of Sora’s ear. His only answer came in a small mewl. “You better tell
me now or you’ll have to face to consequences...”
“Mmm...
Y...you know what I want, Riku-sama...” He pouted slightly, letting another
needy cry escape his lips as the silver-haired boy pressed his finger into him.
“P...Please stop teasing me... I...I need you inside me now...”
Pulling
his finger back, Riku advanced over him, kissing him passionately again.
“Very
well... Then I won’t hold back or stop until you cry for me to stop.” He
pressed, as he positioned himself on top of the brunette.
“Ahh...!”
Scrapped from Sora’s mouth as he felt the slight pain filling him as the
silver-haired boy pressed into him slowly. It hurt, but it was nothing comparing
to the pain he had felt last night...
‘I feel so dirty, thinking about last
night when I’m currently with the one I love most...’
The
silver-haired boy lifted his koibito’s legs onto his shoulders the he
continued his slow steady pounding. Sora’s pleads and cries soon filled the
entire room, his eyes squeezing close painfully yet again. Sliding his hand
forward, he wrapped his hand around Sora’s arousal, squeezing and pumping the
flesh slightly.
He
pressed his mouth against the brunette’s, muffling and holding back every one
of his moans, pushing them to the back of his throat. Their tongues flicked
together in the most passionate and heated way.
Riku
pulled back for a moment, thinking about why they were doing this. Yes they were
doing this because they love and trust each other, but also...
‘I want to teach him a lesson.’
He
tried his best to block out Sora’s reactions as he begun to speed up slightly,
his hand continued to satisfy the needs of his koibito. Sweat matted his
forehead, his body, and he lets out a small groan as Sora tightened around his
flesh a little.
‘I want you to feel what I had
felt, Sora. The fact that I can’t help you whenever something is
wrong.’ He thrusts into him slightly
harder, his hand speeding up its strokes and touches. ‘Do
you know how much it hurts to feel completely useless, the fact that you can’t
do anything...?’ Sora pleads begun to increase as his hand refuse to give
him any mercy.
‘Perhaps I should show you...?’
Sora
arched up slightly again, as he felt himself approaching his second peak of the
night, and fast. His body was tired and sore, and he didn’t know how much of
this his body could handle in one day.
“Y...Yamero...
T...This is too much... Please stop...” He begun to beg, voicing his emotions
between moans.
“No,
its not enough...” Riku whispered, his voice coarse and tired. He continued to
press back into the brunette, while his hand continued to tease the tip of his
member.
“Ahhh...”
Sora cried as he collapsed back onto the bed, his sore body shakened with his
second orgasm. Still, Riku made no attempt to stop his touches. “P...Please
stop Riku... T...This is too much...I...I really can’t...” Tears begun to
form again.
Riku
sighed. He had wanted to show him what it was like, but he didn’t want to push
him any further. He knew he was sore and tired, and that he had wanted to rest
ages ago but he didn’t. Bowing his head in shame, he released his hand from
around Sora, before pulling back and sitting down beside the brunette.
“I
hope you know this is how I feel everytime I’m around you, Sora.” He
whispered, pulling the younger boy close into his arm. “I feel helpless,
useless and stupid.” He growled. “You see, this is how much it hurts to feel
completely useless and the fact that you can’t do anything.”
Sora
shed a tear, as he stayed silent against Riku’s chest. He finally knew what he
had to do, as it was the right option all along. He pulled back slightly to look
into Riku’s light blue eyes as he gathered his courage.
“I...
I was walking home last night and I got stalked by three guys. When I realised
that something was wrong, I started to run but they still managed to corner me.
And...” He erupted into tears, pressing forward against Riku’s chest for
comfort. “T...They took me turn by turn and left me in the park
afterwards...” He squeezed his eyes closed. “I...I’m sorry I didn’t tell
you anything but I just didn’t want you to feel worried about me... I... I
hope you’re not angry.”
“Baka,
of course I’m not angry.” Riku wrapped his arms around him, kissing his head
soothingly. “I’m glad you finally opened up to me and that now I might be
able to help you.” He offered him a small sly smile. “Don’t think that
you’re troubling somebody when you ask for help, Sora. Because no matter what
happens, there’s always somebody there beside you, to help you.” He tilted
Sora’s chin up and pressed a small soft kiss against his lip. “I love you,
and I will protect you from now on, so you don’t have to worry about those
three punks.”
Sora
nodded, a brief smile appearing on his face for the first time that night.
“Let me be the one to mend your broken
wings, my innocent little angel...”
~Owari~