| Alone In The Mirror Civil Angel '03 { The idea first hit me when watching 'What's My Line?' Part 1, with Angel getting busted holding Mr.Gordo. Adorably cute btw!! There we saw them sitting in fron't of Buffy's bedroom mirror...showing only the reflection of Buffy...with only Angel's voice telling her "It's ok", when she noticed the mirror. The poetic thruth in the scene is: When being with a vampire, the only one in the mirror is you. } Looking into the mirror, though seeing nothing there. Just feeling the invisible warrior, guarding me, somewhere. My eyes don't need to see, what is not reflecting. I just need to feel, what mirror is neglecting. I live my life in a shadow, with creatures of the night. I live right through my window, when getting out of sight. I can feel the wind blowing, though it I cannot see. I can hear it whistling, through the nearby tree. I can feel the burning, of fading summer sun. The moment I feel you coming, when night just has begun. The tingle in my spine, tells me when you are near. Entoxicates me like wine, feeling absolutely no fear. Other people are afraid, of things not visible to the sight. They came when I really am awake. The darkest time of night. With no sound you come. With no words you speak. For me you are the one, to make my knees go weak, With no breath, you take mine away. Slowly like death you make night become a day. Your kiss could kill me, but it makes me feel alive. The deadly bite might be, the ending of my life. From death shall I live. From death shall I get pleasure. Only death can me forgive, when becoming my closure. In my enemy's embrace, feeling sinful bliss. My lover caressing my face, with his soulful kiss. How couldn't I see, the love in his stare so deep? The love that shines for me, the love I'll always keep. Without eyes I can feel. Without hands I can touch. But without you I'm not real. Without you it hurts so much. Truth is not in the eye. It's not in what you see. It's in the sweet, sweet lie, we tell to ourselves to be free. My eyes don't need to see, what is not reflecting. I just need to feel, what mirror is neglecting. What they say, is not a lie. Love is blind, it let's us fly. Like I once told you; Close your eyes. And I'll tell you, sweet, sweet lies... |