| Every Girl Civil Angel '04 { .Buffy's feelings after her senior prom. } Prom. A Dream. A fantasy of every girl. A wish of every girl. Every other girl. Every girl, but me. To me it was a dream, that turned into a nightmare. It was just a gleam, of something I should care. Something, you will never forget. Never regret. Never reject. And you never will, 'cause you can't. No matter how bad, how final. No matter how sad, how primeval. Instinct of survival. It was the last. Last of everything. The end of something, I always thought, wouldn't end. Last time I felt his arms around me. Last time I allowed myself to touch him. Last time I was allowed to feel him. But not the last time I loved him. Because that will never change. I will bever forget. I will always love. |