| Devil In Disguise Civil Angel '03 { Buffy is confused about her feelings for Spike and it makes her think about her whole life... } The last time it was an Angel. Is it now a Devil in disguise? I just cannot see you as evil, someone I should despise. How can I feel something, that’s supposed to be bad and wrong? When all I can be thinking is this emotion so strong. Why do love always go this way? Why can’t I just be normal? I won’t see the light of day, until I find something real. This just can’t be true, again, a Vampire and the Slayer. It’s too much of a déjà vu, and it was NOT in my prayer. Why does this world like to play, with a little thing called MY LIFE? Why must they every single day open the wounds and turn the knife. So what are you this time? A devil in disguise? Why did you came into this life of mine, if you I cannot despise? Why must I fall every time when these creatures come to me? Have I done some enormous crime and now the punished to be? Why can’t I tell the difference, between man and angel and devil? Will it happen in this existence? Am I forced to fall for the evil? Come on, and drop the mask. Just tell me how’s it to be. Or what if now I should ask, if the one in disguise is me...? |