| Footprints On The Sand Civil Angel '01 { Buffy’s feelings after having to kill Angel. I wrote this after watching WAY too much ‘Anne’. That unforgettable scene in the beach just inspired me so... } ************************************** ‘How did you find me here?’ – ‘If I was blind, I would see you…’ ************************************** How long can I pretend to be, like life has not been changed. When everything I think and see reminds the days once went. I mean, how could they ever know the love we have shared? Things we have been going through, the feeling of being cared. Only you would understand, how it feels to see that now the footprints on the sand belong only to me. How long can I still pretend, that I’m not hurt inside out. I beg this misery to go to its end so badly I want to shout. How long can I pretend and say, that I will be just fine. When again I saw today those footprints that were mine. Remember that little grin you do, that always made me smile? Now I could be smiling too, If you were here on my side.. How impossible can it be, for others to understand? When all I want is you and me to walk together on that sand… |