| Fall Elisa '03 { Runo seiskakauden ahdistuneesta Spikestä kellarissa, sen jälkeen kun oli saanut sielunsa takaisin } It comes again. They enjoy making me struggle Filling my head Like air your lungs Voices like screaming Telling me what to do Draw the window with glass Hard, and it breaks Cuts the inside of my mind Hurts And shreds me into two To kill or to remorse Easier without Unbearable to have I can get lost In the world of pain inside Let the days go by Time is forever Always, but even more after Stuck to the thought If I stay still It’s gonna end You could be mine If only you’d stop Help me stay still Helpless alone I was never supposed to be, Not supposed to be. Killing was my meaning And so it still says I can’t even tell What I’ve really done It controls my thoughts And like alcohol poured into reopened wounds It hurts, when I resist I’ll never win I can be better But I’ll never be fine Like I’m the only one here The room I’m in turns black I’ve been here forever Walls close up And on me, it all falls. |