| Tainted. Loved. Unforgiven. Raven '03 { Buffyn usko omaan hyvyyteensä horjuu ja hän kaipaa anteeksiantoa ystäviltään, mutta erityisesti Spikelta. Sijoituu seiskakauden puoliväliin. } A life overshadowed By cowardly actions A hero Without any moral An imperfect champion An angel with black wings Saying prayers that don’t mean a thing I plead for God to save me But forget to praise His name The never ending life of hide-and-seek To me, betrayal is just a game I want to be pure, but I’m tainted And all of my words sound bitter I can't even make up a beautiful lie Even though the very lie, Is me Is this my reflection or just a memory? Have I become someone I hate? I ask to be forgiven, but I’ll never be forgiven Living in this lie is my destiny They’re innocent, I’m a sinner And yet they turn to me to save the day Give me the shovel, and I’ll do the dirty work Even though the work’s no dirtier than me I can bathe in sunlight without feeling warm But can kiss the undead and feel burned Touch me and tell me if I’ve gone cold Tell me a story that won't end with 'the end' I court with the evil So maybe I’m evil Would he still want me if I was? Rotten on the inside, Pretending to be stainless And still they love me as always They’re weak, I am strong But I break down at times they can’t see If you’d reach out and touch me I’d fall into pieces I can’t even save myself Like they want me to save them Like you still want to save me And like I want to be saved We grow older on this journey But I seem to stay the same I want to be forgiven, cause I have to be forgiven When will betrayal be no longer a game? Hurt me, hate me, make me pay For all the things I’ve done Hold me, love me, pray for me Even though your religion Is now blood I can kiss you with my eyes closed If you can make love to me without words Salvation isn’t found in Heaven It’s found right here With me With you I’m heading towards my own perdition A first class ticket in my hand It’s worth it, if you get me out of this prison To give in to you, to be damned Forgive me forever I’ll never learn I’ll save the world until the world saves me If you saved me You’d become my world And my salvation that way you would be Maybe my halo is broken for good But to you, I still look the same If you held my hand, would I feel betrayed Even if betrayal was no longer a game? I lie without blinking I slay without remorse I give pain, when I get pleasure And I’m always loved Loved by lovers, Loved by friends Loved by everyone Until the world ends Always loved Never forgiven. |