| Me Raven '03 { That Vision Thing -jakson inspiroima runo! Cordelia miettii tuskallisia näkyjään... Runon 'he' on tietysti Angel! } This kills me, but I'm dealing This is hell, I know for sure They all think that I am healing But to this, there is no cure I scream cause I can't take it And the pain's more I can bear Now I know I will not make it But the Powers, they don't care I am just a lower being And this mission wasn't mine But still visions I am seeing They get worse at every time I am silent cause I'm dreading That they'd see right through my lies Like a flood, the pain is spreading But I swallow all my cries See, I have to act all normal Many lives depend on me On the outside I stay formal But I cry when they can't see He would help me if he'd find out But I'll never let him know In a way I'm feeling so proud 'Bout my part in this whole show I am helping all the helpless Though I'm feeling helpless too If he'd take away my powers There'd be nothing I could do I'm afraid he would not need me If this gift was no more mine I would have no way to help him To fight demons, to fight crime All this searing pain withing me Blinding stabs of white hot fire It's a gift you wouldn't envy Something you would not desire And it's me who lives this nightmare It is me who feels it all There is no one like me out there I'm the one to take the call And to think I'm just like you are Just a girl, though I can see Through one kiss my whole world crumbled Care to trade your place with me? |