A Portrait Of A Vampire

Raven '03

{ Kuka on William? Buffyn ajatuksia Spiken menneisyydestä, nykyisyydestä ja tulevaisuudesta, vampyyrin saatua sielunsa takaisin. }


Once I looked upon you
What I saw was a monster to me
But now, no matter how I try
The monster I can’t see

I thought I had you figured out
Just someone who I’d slay
Yet now I know I was too proud
And there’s a price to pay

A century or so ago
When you were still alive
What happened, I will never know
But somehow, there you died

The gates of heaven closed up
And the only choice was to return
Back to the alley, where one life ended
And another one started to burn

The soul you had was taken
Your heart was left dead still
Now God has you forsaken
But die you never will

For years and years you fed and killed
The nights became your days
To soil and ground their blood was spilled
A memory, which stays

So evil, so unwanted
By daylight, God and sun
And still the one who wants you most
Is me, the chosen one

You think that I am proud of this?
The way I feel for you
It’s true that ignorance is bliss
Cause God I hate the truth

You said you’d be the kind of man
Who’s good enough for me
But love, look at the way I am
And tell me what you see

A shadow of what used to be
I’m standing on a ledge
With miles to go before I sleep
Now six feet from the edge

Maybe it was written down
Some unknown prophecy
That you would have your soul returned
And then come back to me

At first I didn’t realize
That something wasn’t right
But now you’ve opened up my eyes
Still I can’t stand the sight

The way you hurt for things you did
And for your violent past
I’m stunned and unsure what to think
It all just came too fast

But there’s one thing I know for sure
No longer will you be
A fiend, a killer or impure
Beloved enemy

I saw when you embraced the cross
I stood there when you burned
You’ve made amends, I promise you
Forgiveness you have earned

So if one day the time would come
The time for sweet release
In my heart I know you will
Forever,
Rest in peace