GONE ALREADY

Somewhat hesitant in the loving
and too damn eager to slam out
walk jauntily into the blue sky of anonymity
beyond the incessant lullabies of pounding feet
no pattering that but
hard crashing of clogs barreling down narrow wooden hallways
screams of orgasmic delight next door
smells of the fetid meat market too long lingering and shifting shadows
perched on a couch checkered with ejaculatory emissions and pizza
smoking
your gray eyes already traveling I 80 in escape

by Sheryl McCurdy




POETRY
MIDI:  MADONNA..THIS USED TO BE MY PLAYGROUND
SHE DIED QUIXOTIC

She wanted only the brightness of chandeliers to welcome her home
Not the thick dark molasses shadows that greeted and held her fast
Caught up in sticky claws reminding

no one is here for you
you are alone


Struggling seemed too difficult
Better to lie still under a thick blanket of longing and loss
Morose with the weight of doom swathing a black path across her dying heart
Give in and let flames consume her shriveled soul
She would never know the mystique of her demise
Would be nothing more than a sad glance in the morning paper
"Ahh perhaps she had a terminal illness" some would say,
Explaining her early departure from this kink they liked to call life,
As they read the obits, and tossed down black coffee, kissed the wives
Sped down highways to upper class offices,
Had affairs with the deciduous secretary of choice on long lunches,
Came home late to supper to spend 15 minutes bonding with the 2.5 kids
They had planted deep in the belly of the high school  homecoming sweetheart
Who exonerated her husband at her monthly woman's club meetings with all the members approval Because: 
He provides so well and actually who needs all that sex anyhow...really it just frees one up!

She would never know that her dreams were just on the edge of a neon horizon
Preparing for birth 

by Sheryl McCurdy
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