Ty is a flaming tard as of this moment. I, however, am just a complete wrecking ball and ruin everything I come in even the smallest of contact with. I have a King Midas complex but in a initial negative way. Arg. I hate school like a normal angsty teenager but I want out bad. I also want a companion in the opposite sex way. Damn me being "fat" and "dumb." Also, Ty brought to my attention that I have no friends. So actually I need companionship in both senses. Dammit . . .
Wow, I am so confused about life. I don't even know where I lost it or why I'm lost. The orgin is a mystery. . .I went to see Vicious White Lies on Staurday and it was the best ever. Delta Dart was supreme in coolness as well. I aslo went snowboarding with Andy on Sunday and I am proud of my accomplishments. I may have averaged 10 falls per run, but they were acheivement falls. . .Goddamn, I am so lost in the world right now. If I were Devil Lavigne, I would ask for someone to find me, but since I am not devoid of my own thoughts, I will just ask that someone aid me in returning to this planet . . .or realm or whatever. . .
Hmm, I'm in journalism and realized I need to write today's convincing entry. . .Ummm, well, I'm blank. . .I know I'm still unhappy and am still a goddamn whiner, but I do now have the inspiration to write Rules to Live by. . .as By Keeley, thank-you Jordan. . .
Well, today is a lazy Sunday, but I didn't expect much out of it anyway. I probably should finish my essay that's been due for to the tune of 2 months. . .nah. . .But hey, hat's off to Ian who made last night an enjoyable evening, jam-packed with fun! Yup, I definitely needed to get away from it all. . .although I can honestly say I've never laughed so hard in my life, especially when breathing had ceased and was replaced by quick jolts of breath. . .hmmm. . .I could have died, ha.
It's Saturday and as of now, I have no plans. I hate these days off when I am restless and have nothing to do. All dressed up and nowhere to go. . .oh, wait, I am just wearing what I wore to work today. So actually I am just sitting here in "goop"-stained attire, reeking of bleach, animal by-products and grease, with no place to go. . .hmmm. . .I need to shower, the stench of Eagan's is enough to induce vomiting, Ah, the next installment of my personal news. Ummm, well, today is better. I don't have to work, I got paid early (mostly because I'm a dumbass and don't know the days we get paid), and it's Friday. So what if I have no plans as of yet for tonight. (It's around 9:30am) I will just delve into the world wide web searching mor more assanine crap to through on this potpurri-esque site. Maybe I'll pirate more pictures off of Sarah's site as she was pround of my last efforts. . . Today is February 20th, 2003. . . Well, whoopidy-doo, I have a news page. Today I feel like shit (Katy I don't want to hear about it. . .). I swear I have a broken rib, hey, maybe God is making a new person in my likeness. Wait, the world can barely tolerate my presence, let alone another one of me running amock. Eeeeek.