Joshua Griffin Poetry 2
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O sacrilege

O sacrilege,
my name is yours--
over frozen tundras
through blankets' heat
I call you mine
I call you "home"

HERE I stand,
amidst scheme and swine
eyeing disdain arrays
of pilgrimage and scandal-
O sacrilege,
my FATE belongs to you.

Through Capsized destiny on rocky waters,
on tidal wave ripples of deceit
I walk to you--
sing your song of praise
with bending knee vigil sacrifice
with out-stretched arms of embrace--
pulling wire flush against flesh
screaming idolatry
here &
there.

Worship my veins--
deep within....
FEEL my nervous heart
POUNDING against your skin
on this alter of nothing,
this place of lies.
Bio
Poetry 1
Artist Statement
Home
Dulouz Dream

Pentup
beat-up jalopy--
red car cruise at night,
howling through the wind
over gravelbump roads on some,
on some deserted highway street

rev of engine,
yell of human--
gutteral groans,
animalistic spasms,
echoing to the stars
and back to us, jack,
back
back to us,
rip roaring timedimension--
a tear in proverbial window,
blocking
here and there--
here here
everywhere to look
nothing to see
BLACKNESS surrounds,
headlights lamping lights a map
(overhead shot, tire squeal,
peal out)

Going there,
"some where" we say,
he say,
hear you say
"over there"
just....there,
spatting this fixation,
this Dulouz dream of mine--
my time
Fly by...time flys by--
hours are minutes
and words are jumble,
mumbles in the twisttongue night
Allen Ginsberg (dream 1)

glassy beard,
in the parlance of our times,
splayed out,
in covered blanketed chair
and wild-eye smirky smile
saying,
"Yes, Yes, I know I know"
to the standing straggler just beyond the door,
in the room,
a solitary window,
sun rays prisming in on the bulb
dangling from waterstained ceiling--
"Come Come"
with brilliant movement arm arch,
"Sit Sit"
and sit I did,
down next to Him.

Dog bark from alley way--
across the way,
mangy mutt sings his song,
barks his mood
and waits for masters return...

There,
center room (camera pan right
tight close up lips)
mouth in motion,
reciting verse from volumes
and brandy snifter in tow,
dangling belt loop thumb curl--
hand in pocket;

Drink a drink of freshmint,
cool whipped topping
refreshing cool drinky drink--
drink drunk...gone
wasted in slides down the gullet.

Singer mother,
divorcee--
leaning out the window in some dreamtrance,
deep stare towards Earth,
t'wards the garbage, black, bags down below--
blow wind blow
through her hair,
as we,
Allen and I,
laugh and stare.

September 2001
Composure

Oh Life,
oh sinful wretch of time,
waste my time and force a smile
as I traverse these pathways without regret.
Take my wit, take my humor, in your hand
ball it up and toss it,
spilt salt,
over a left shoulder shrug tonight.

Oh Me,
where can I go, and where will I be?
when the earth halts it's spin?
when the grass grows brown rather than green?
When the monsters turn their snarls to me,
how shall I be seen?

Shall I be seen as the brute sitting here?
or as an equal to them with spitfire breath
and razor claws that rip the fabric clean?
On This street my own two feet deceive my eyes
and my own two ears hear nothing there--
nothing save push and shove of sandal soles.

My touch touches nothing, touches air, touches out
reaches out for life.
My nose sniffs sulfur fumes rising from below,
spread out among the trees and blowing in the wind
fumigating the world in dusty death--

I walk alone on this pathway, dotted with yellow,
specked with red, splattered with experience--
Where do I call home when home is far behind,
in my mind I DO LEAVE!
In my own mind my thoughts do betray,
my feelings leave me hungry and burning,
sick to the stomach,
with wanton craving. Oh promiscuous demons,
Oh vile creature living within,
SHOW yourself! and take it all away.

Leave behind your dragging tail trail,
carry away the cadavers of youth,
carry away the innocence of life!
Who am I but a brute among soulless spirits?
I but wonder here; passing through this window of space.
Who am I but a crazy-eyed maniac of words and thoughts
as I run out of town, of fuel, of money, of desire.

Oh God, look down upon an unbelieving churl and forgive
this verse and take it away,
take these words, take these liberties
TAKE THEM AWAY.
Look upon my soul with pointed finger staring down,
scold my mockery, scold my sin--
stay locked inside, stay cold within;
care not for me, care not
care not for I am done, I am spent through.

Here, as I lay my swollen eyes upon this pillow,
covered in blankets, covered in sweat,
my taste leaves, my sight cannot see,
My brain cannot think! where to begin.
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