Nicotine
You were there when I needed you
Only to find that what I needed you could not offer.

You are no good for me
Yet I get hysterical when you are not around

You ofend others
Yet I continue to allow you to inflicted upon my being

I try to rid myself of you several times
But you kept calling my name and I run back to you.

I try and try to stay away from you
My body  continues to crave you.

Let me go
You are hurting me!

You have become my habit
I wish that I could be rid of you

I am a strong woman
Yet I feel your pain

I fall weak to you
And you make me want you more.

You are putting strain on me
You are making me tired.

Little by little you are killing me
I am allowing you to do so
All I can do is pray
Please Lord set me free of the nicotine that will surely distroy me.









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THIS WAS WRITTEN DURING ONE OF MY MANY ATTEMPTS TO QUIT SMOKING