July 10,2002
Well here it is Wed. Sheesh I slacked it hardcore on my journal haha oh well I am back again, and hopefully I'll be able to convince my mom to let me take my laptop with me to Cali, I mean sheesh I have peepz to meet up in Cali, I not only have to get a hold of people ot have fun but I need to get a hold of people for buisness and its like I really need to take my laptop with me so I can do all that and write in my journal while I am away :) I can hardly wait, I think I might be convincing my mom to moving to Cali if I dont convince her than I am going to have till Jenn and I move there together and that might take forever being neither one of us has a job :( So I today I saw the cutest movie ever, A Walk To Remember with Mandy Moore and Shane West it is so cute it made me cry...I was all AWWWW :*(  So tomorrow the Goobers are coming over :-\ that means i'll be babysitting all day...grrr, and that sucks cause I aint feeling well at all and when I dont feel well I am pissy and grumpy and very very cranky, Well I am done for tonight I am so night feeling good...PMS so I'll see ya all laterz
ToOdLeZ


July 6, 2002
Today was pretty fucking crazy man, my mom got all pissy with me and thought me and Crys were lying to her bout where that party was at and shit and my mom and I had a huge ass arguement and I was all GRRR...but nayways I won the arguement she caved in and called me up practically in tears and apologized ;) But ya anyways today was kinda blah and shit, I had to go to mass and I fell asleep there LOL, and the priest is worse than Ozzy I understand Ozzy more than the fucking priest sad but true hahaha. But ya I hate church who doesn't? So like I think Joe is coming back into town tomorrow :) hehe. I am so fucking bored right now. I dont know why I have a lot of stuff to do but nothing interests me tight now...I'm going to get started on the writings page so I can get some poetry up there and then maybe werk a little on the lyrics page, so ill stop writing now so I can werk on those two things. So hasta...ToOdLeZ ;) :P :)

June 6, 2002
Well here it is 4 am and I am all chatting it up with this guy Sebastian and this other guy Dave and I'm kinda sleepy but still not wanting to go to sleep but oh well who cares right? LOL. I think Joe is coming around, I empahsize THINK he calls me more often and I think hes seein how much I like him, I dunno but anyways, I went to western playland today and didnt fall on my ass at all, Crys and I had a great time, We saw no cute guys at all, like none,zero, ziltch....but than again this is el paso LOL ok so there are some cute guys here ok a lot of cute guys but most of em are asses :-\. Well i am going to finish this up cause my comp is laggin and im going to continue talkin to Sebastian. Laterz! :P

June 5, 2002
Well Here it is 2 am and my mom is still werkin the street festival. I like this guy his name is Joe aka redneck, yes people I am confessing to everyone that I like him a lot, hes really a nice guy and well here I am rambling on now cause im all tipsy and im taking my meds with smirnoff but Joe said I'll be fine cause hes an EMT :) but um ya so I'm going to go take a shower cause I spilled smirnoff all over me and shit........ok well my shower will have to wait cause i'm going to go with my dad to go pick up my mom and hopefully run into someone ;) teeheehee but um ya, so I dunno what elese to write about :(, so Im going to go ahead and close this and werk on the other part of my site and add poetry ;) from me, and my friend Jenn. ToOdLez ;)

July 4, 2002
Well hello everyone how have you all been? I am good just here chattin to this guy that I have a  mad crush on maybe its not just a crush I might actually really like this guy, but the feeling isnt xactly mutual, cause hes not sure what he wants, and it sucks cause i feel like a major goober, but ya anyways just had to get that off my chest ;) talk to ya all lalterz!


July 4, 2002
HAPPY 4TH OF JULY EVERYONE :)
Today my best friend Crys is having a lil kick back at her house, I needa see if i can get some cash from mom and dad so I can buy some smokes and some drinx, Crys aint gonna drink cause she's gonna be a sober girlie till her B-day but I'm sure that if I do get money Jenn will pitch in to get some Smirnoff :) MmMm Smirnoff. Well I went to my doctors appointment yesterday and everything is just fine I just have a bruised back and the doc said my back will take at least a month to fully heal :-\ whick like totally sux cause I'm leaving for Cali in 9 days and I'm going to be in a car for 12 hours and im all Ahhh but oh well I can hardly wait till I leave, I so need to get away from El Paso really bad. I am here watching one of my favorite movies "Home Alone 2, Lost In New York" I want to go to New York, one of my friends is in New York right now, lucky bastard, he forgot to take me though :( he was supposed to sneak me into his duffle bag teeheehee Well I'm going to sign off now, and finish watching my movie, so I'll see ya all around later ;)
ToOdLeZ

July 3, 2002
Ok here it is 5 am and I needa be gettin to bed now, I have a Doctors appointment today @ 3 for my back...here's the story about what happened...Friday my parents decide to take Jude and Dawn (my nephew and neice) to western playland, well as you know it began to rain on friday, so my parents decide to run to some other part of the park when my stupid ass slips and falls right in a puddle, now my back hurts like Hell and I havn't been able to pop it since then, and the kewlest part is that western playland is paying for my doctors appointment and anything elese that I might need done to my back :) totally kick ass huh? Well I better get to bed now, nighty night take care Love Yaz
TOODLEZ


July 2,2002
Well here I am working on my webpage, can you tell I've been bored? I am so gettin frustrated with this right now, basically cause I get lost in my own mess. And then to make things worse my mom comes into my room and nags me to clean my room and im all "I'll do it later, I have more important things to do right now". LOL So I am here writing in my journal and watching VH1 "25 sexiest 2002" and someone out there thinx Ozzy is sexy please someone get that person some glasses im all eugh he is so not he is like all old and coagulated *shivers with disgust*. Well I will write back later, hope you all enjoy my nonsense ;) Have Fun