your eyes are a battle field

they are a place of victory

and

a place of defeat.

I could catch you looking my way

and one victory to team me

you look at me so evilly

and one defeat for my warriors.

a place of pleasure

and a place of pain

rest within the depths of blue.

you hurt me

you heal me

you kill me and you resurrect me.

you confuse me

and I can’t figure you out.

no matter how hard I push away

your eyes follow me.

and unconsciously

I find myself

dressing to please

thinking to please

wanting to please

yearning to please these eyes

these pools of purity

and desire.

I battle and fight

I lose and I win

but the battlefield

is deeper than the sky.

it is more mysterious than the ocean.

it brings fear into my soul

pleasure to my heart

and confusion to my mind.

I am incapable of winning

this never ending war

that your armies unknowingly fight.

you conquer and destroy

you breathe life into me

and I am lost

confused

scared