Saturday, 19 January 2008
Song Playing... surface - Yume no Tsudzuki e -TV Edit-

lol! I really can't be bothered to update my blog. I had other committment in my mind which is to watch mediacorp dramas from mobtv. All I can say is the quality of the story plot for dramas nowadays couldn't be compared with the old dramas. Old dramas were more interesting. I even dropped 'the Golden Path'. *Yawns* Just finished Unbeatables II and Immortal Love. These 2 shows were just too cool! Much more interesting. Wanna rush another series b4 my free subscription expires.

Today finali went shopping for CNY clothes. I din exactly find 1 I will wear on tt day. Finali gt a jeans. 1 of my feets almost cramped :X. To tink I nvr bring enough cash to shop at Bugis Street. I almost when I c my balance. Y am I so poor? I finali realised tt my company din give us bonus. Tt reali pissed me off. Many companies give their employees even pro-rated AWS bt nt tis company. Variable bonus is practically hopeless. The nxt thing is to say byebye to my company. 1 of my colleagues resigned partly bcoz of tis reason. While the others r rich, we r too poor. To tink my manager asked me if I'm happy with my job? I din learn much anw esp on my majoring. I will probably start frm scratch shld I find my nxt job. Most imptly, it's compensation package and 5 days work wk which will be a pull factor for me to leave my company. I reali nid an off day on Sat. If any co pays me same salary for 5 days work week (work xtra 30min on wkdays) and it's accessible in town or near my hse, I will bid farewell to my current company.

I'm thinking shld I continue my studies? Financially, I def can't go for it. Academic, I haf nt tried, so can't say it's hopeless. I'm considering on taking SATS to increase my academic standing despite my 'odd-no. pricing' GPA. What do I reali want? Study or work.. sigh...

My manager shld b worried since I'm sum1 who likes to follow under ppl's nose. . I reali dun dare to agree when she said she want to pass sth for me to do in 2 mths onwards. I dunno if I can commit till then. I'm reali very tired esp when I c ppl doing well in other co working 5 days per wk earning same salary or even more than me with attractive bonus and pro-rated AWS.

Munching cakes @ 11.33pm

The unlucky 2007 had finally passed. May 2008 be a better year for me and my family!

For Shan's b'day photos, juz refer to Ina's blog. Although Shan really to complete the course Ina set (We din complete stage 1 either

). Ina was 'kissed'. She got to be the only who was not afraid of 'him' hurhur. It was very fun. I reali luv both of them. Only with them, I can really be myself and be comfortable. I wish to haf more of such gathering with them. L: Change the World movie is what I'm looking forward to. We def will watch together (1-sided decision)

My 2008 resolution is not to be lazy and increase my attention span. This yr, perhaps, I'm not able to get to sch, hopefully I can first do some enrichment courses. May I be more clever and flexible in handling things at work. Most imptly, I hope to be myself, dare to say what I think and I like out loud. Be more confident. Well, whether I can do it, it's another matter. And I dun wan to feel sleepy everyday when there is work!