This ficlet is based
on the song "No No Raja" by Moxy Fruvous (from their album "Live
Noise"). Although it's about a
raja, and Indian/Pakistani ruler, the music has a definitely Persian/Middle Eastern
feel to it. ^_^ (Because Jian, one of
the band members, is of Iranian origin--he sings this song, and I believe he
wrote it). (side question: do Iranians/Persians have sultans or rajas? Or
shahs?)
In no way am I
trying to mock alcohol and drug interventions with this fic... It's just that,
late at night, when Ryoko-oneechan and I were coming home from seeing
"X" in Cleveland, this song inspired a lengthy Quatre-discussion:
what if he was addicted?
warnings: nothing
concrete, other than grossly OOC. ^_^
C&C welcome
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The Intervention
//I wanna taste it,
give me a little
taste.
I wanna taste it
again. //
Quatre sat in his
room, replacing a string on his violin, when the other four pilots silently
entered. Their expressions were
severe. Heero looked ready for action;
Trowa's face was etched with unusual concern; Duo radiated pity; Wufei was
stern, with a grimace and furrowed eyebrows.
"Hey
guys," Quatre greeted. "Is
something wrong?"
//Oh, no, no Raja,
don't you go back to
her.
No, no Raja, don't
you.//
Trowa stepped out of
the cluster, taking Quatre by the shoulders with a firm grip. "Yes, something's wrong. You need help; you need to *stop*."
Quatre looked up at
the other pilots with wide eyes, then looked back at Trowa. "Stop what?"
//I wanna smell it,
just a little smell.
I wanna smell it
again.//
"Quatre,"
Wufei began in a condescending tone, "we know what you've been doing--late
at night when you think no one's looking."
Quatre's eyes
narrowed visibly. "I don't know
what you're talking about."
//Oh, no, no Raja,
don't you go back to
her.
No, no Raja, don't
you.//
"Believe me--I
was addicted to it, too," Heero confessed. "I would wait until everyone was asleep, so I could try it
without anyone knowing. I would sneak
around, I would make excuses. I've been
there."
//And it's so
hard,
khaili mushkileh,
[1]
it's standing so
hard again. //
Quatre shook his
head, stepping backward.
"N-no. You don't
understand! It makes me stronger! I can't fight without it!"
"Yes you
can!" Duo insisted. "You're
no weaker than any of us--you don't *need* it!"
//I want it stupid,
just a little feel.
I wanna feel it
again. //
Tears welled up in
Quatre's eyes as he shook his head in denial.
"I can't! I won't! I need
it to think clearly--to help me make my decisions."
"It's not
real," Trowa urged. "It's not
helping you--only hurting. You'll be better off without it."
//Oh, no, no Raja,
don't you go back to
her.
No, no Raja, don't
you. //
"You're not
gonna do it anymore, Quatre. We won't
let you. We won't stay off your back
until you kick the habit once and for all," Wufei insisted through
clenched teeth.
//For Raja,
quiescence was wrong from the start.
Now Raja bleeds out
his broken heart.
I want it stupid.
Just a little feel.
I wanna feel it
again. //
Quatre sobbed,
falling to his knees.
"But..."
"No buts,"
Heero said firmly, kneeling beside the troubled Arabian and placing an arm
around him. "I'm not letting you
use the Zero System anymore."
//Oh, no, no Raja,
don't you go back to
her.
No, no Raja, don't
you. //
The End.
[1]Thanks to Nancy
McGrath for this info: The foreign language muttered during "No No
Raja" is Farsi, which is the language of Iran (Persia). The words said
are, (transliterated into English characters) "khaili mushkileh,"
which translates as "big problem" or "very problematic."
Hmm... does this
mean that Quatre's turned on by Zero-System Sandrock? <snicker> Not that I'd be surprised...