Pour Toi
11.10.05
Je suis triste chaque fois je me couche,
Car je crois que tu serais la\.
Il y a un trou a\ l'inte/rieor de moi
Que je sens quand je vois un couple qui se touche.
Mais quand je te parle;
Quand tu es dans mes re^ves,
Je suis heureuse et, a\ ce moment,
La peine ne fait rien.
Once Love
01.08.06
I hate it that you’re far from me
And act like you don’t care
About what we used to be
To each other, my love.
Your feelings must’ve somehow got lost
Between Lansing and Detroit,
And I’m not sure what I miss the most:
Your soul or your love.
Yet, why pine over something forgotten,
Something that wasn’t really begotten,
Except in my mind. For, above
All, I just wanted love.
She Remembers the Loss of Her Beloved
02.20.06
The light petals of your vacant face,
Warm and vivid ‘gainst your fair, frigid hide,
Recalls the placement of hands on a face
When the wind lacked the whim to hide,
To propel us away from the other
And force the blooming thread to burst.
Would this needle prick worse than the other
Which had sewn our hearts in one burst?
07/25/06
What does it mean when
This is the point when I realize
What's left when the initial phrases wear out of the conversations?
Hold on
I'll hold on to you
turns into
no teeth
and silence
And it's too late to be faithful
because the chance will never be given
You're protecting yourself from me
When I never betrayed your trust
So I failed your non-test
Because I'm tired of waiting for you to no be my boyfriend
Tired of waiting for you to accept me and respect me
The way I tried to love you
And I may not be all you approve of
(I'm not happy with your lazy nonchalance)
But I am/was/could be yours
And I wish you would support me instead of condemning
what I love
We could have been good together
the way we always were
Except with a title
a permission to ****
If I could have you
the one chance you never gave
I would not disappoint
I might even get better
But you won't see hat
I can't own any part of you
Nothing's guaranteed anymore