Depression
A bright day outside my head
But inside sometimes I wish I was dead
Feeling down without knowing why
At times all I want to do is cry
The next moment happy as can be
Is there anyone as mixed up as me?

Reaching out for help despite the pain
Only to find that all is in vain
Taking medication to try to calm the chaos
Showing the monster the true boss
All the waiting is just a game
To see if the monster will be tamed

Not this time more ammo is needed
If this mental chaos is to be beated
There are some side effects to pay
Like staying awake night and day
Knowing mental illness is in my families past
Finding the right help is the one true task.
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