Your story is unbelievable.  Every time i read anything you've written, it leaves me speechless.   God, i wish the world would help me out a little bit- i just started to get my life together and now i've lost everything.  At least the stars are still shining.. that's something at least.  Don't you just wish you could just spend your whole life admiring how beautiful the universe is?  Actually- i think you do.  Did you know that the northern lights is like music that you can't hear..?

blue, embracing the starsHOME*

the sky is dripping

with the music

as it strikes my skin it burns

straight to your soul

can you feel it? touch it?

why can't i write anymore?

someone show me what love is

remind me what beauty is

lead me to my tower

kiss the wilted flower

and teach me

what life is

 

 

From : 

 

"Landon Sealey" <landonsealey@hotmail.com>

 

To : 

 

janiepop@yahoo.com, p_kuzenko@hotmail.com, ocean_weaver@hotmail.com

 

Date : 

 

Mon, 18 Feb 2002 10:34:26 -0800

 

 

http://www.oocities.org/sunriseinny4/SunriseEarlyEd_Feb16_02.html

 

This is one possible edition of as romance story I have been working on.  I foresee three separate versions to accomodate my own sense of where the story can go.

 

To be perfectly honest, I myself cannot read this all the way through. And I am actively pursuing a defense of its utterly bizarre style.

 

Take care :-)

 

Landon

 

 

 

 

 

Hello, Pamela Lee Kuzenko

I'm going to give you a ring tonight. I have been somewhat disoriented myself over the last month or two. I am pleased to see that you are using your email account. I had thought you might have abandoned this mode of communication entirely? *grin

I rented a movie about the northern lights a few months back. And the Inuit believe just that, that they make music no one can hear. Can you see the northern lights where you live?

I agree with you. If you can appreciate all the beauty around you then nothing else really matters. That must be the ideal, anyway.

Ha. You are speaking in riddles and rhymes again I see. One day I would surely like to know the whole psychology of things like the tower and the rose. One explanation might be that there is a vast frontier of knowledge to be gained about the nature of consciousness which, in a "modern" society of commerce and infotainment, gets relegated to the few individuals with both the intelligence and the passion to remember the undifferentiated song of the soul (which really, lets face it)is a metaphor for the appropriately valued self (for its beauty and its mystery and its eternity. Lets not forget that there was nothing really "metaphysical" or beyond experience for ancient peoples when it came to the self/soul. So truly I do believe that ts eliot was right on the cosmic money when he wrote that the at the end of our voyage of discovery we shall return to where we started and see it again for the first time (or something like that). This is of course, the sphere not just of science and not even just art but of shamanism, an art and a science for which insanity is really hypersanity.

Anyway, hope things aren't too bad for you. I have been meaning to ring you recently and haven't because i was feeling a bit befuddled myself. Please expect my call this evening or next at the latest.

Yours Truly,

Landon

ps. I am still planning on visiting edmonton, most likely middle to end of march.