niteowl631: mm wicke-

niteowl631: HUGZ ALL

xxwickedwitchxx: nite wicked's lost the plot

niteowl631: G'evening-G'day-g'morning--lol-I never know-lol

niteowl631: plot-??

xxwickedwitchxx: yep going kookoo

xxwickedwitchxx: nuts

xxwickedwitchxx: crazy

niteowl631: Gypsy-you her-hugzz tight-

xxwickedwitchxx: and its all slayer's fault

xxwickedwitchxx: >>>>>not sneeze all over me

xxwickedwitchxx: your in enough trouble

i_am_godslayer_: lmao

i_am_godslayer_ claps loudly

x-firestarter-x: lol

_xxx_d_xxx_: lol

x-firestarter-x gets down

i_am_godslayer_ laughs

xxwickedwitchxx: you see and quiet hits the room again

niteowl631: lol--I did catch his sneeze--hehe, when I came in room-wipes sneeze off arm....lol

xxwickedwitchxx: yeah that would be right

i_am_godslayer_ sneezes loudly

niteowl631: lol-

i_am_godslayer_: oops , sorry

xxwickedwitchxx: >>>>slap

i_am_godslayer_: lmao

xxwickedwitchxx: that towel going to come off again

niteowl631: slayer-you being NICE--??

x-firestarter-x laughs

x-firestarter-x agrees completely

x-firestarter-x: wtf

xxwickedwitchxx: fire get your whip out again

niteowl631: mm corpse-hugz U

i_am_godslayer_: lmao

i_am_godslayer_: ohhh noooooo

x-firestarter-x: lol

niteowl631: lol@get you wip-

niteowl631: mm demon-

niteowl631: ,, eter

niteowl631: mm hill

niteowl631: mm even-to eter

niteowl631: lalalalalalalalal----it was a beautiful day

niteowl631: I got lot's done-

eternumpace: "...when once until we waved and mouthed goodbye to love's last light's last labour lost..."

niteowl631: d----nice boobs------lol---j/k

xxwickedwitchxx: <<<wiggle them d

niteowl631: ty -eter----nice words-

x-firestarter-x: lol@wiggles them

xxwickedwitchxx: slayer's towel might just fall off

niteowl631: lol----

i_am_godslayer_: lol

_xxx_d_xxx_: lol

i_am_godslayer_: nails it to ass

niteowl631: lol--kk-I vote it fall's-hehe

_xxx_d_xxx_: me too...lol

xxwickedwitchxx: we dont need your ass slayer

xxwickedwitchxx: lmao

niteowl631: mm gentel

x-firestarter-x: mm gentle

niteowl631: lolwicked--u bad--lol

mozzett: mm vmalkiev

xxwickedwitchxx: yep

xxwickedwitchxx: real bad

vmalkiev: greets mozzett

x-firestarter-x: mm vmalkiev

niteowl631: lol--lol

vmalkiev: ello fire

niteowl631: mm vmal

vmalkiev: greets niteowl

vmalkiev: how is this evening

niteowl631: (piper is this you?)-

eternumpace: HNIWSH OMEGA all things greeting one another

i_am_godslayer_: awwww put a sock in it!!!

xxwickedwitchxx: be quiet slayer

i_am_godslayer_: no

x-firestarter-x: wb puck

_xxx_d_xxx_: wb puck

x-firestarter-x: if u dont talk to it , it will go away

_xxx_d_xxx_: lol

i_am_godslayer_: true

xxwickedwitchxx: why just agree

_xxx_d_xxx_: that's what I thought sis

i_am_godslayer_ bursts into song

niteowl631: ahummmm---guess Piper would know,----??to IM me if it's him------lol------

xxwickedwitchxx: oh god

niteowl631: slayer-what song you singing?

xxwickedwitchxx: dont sing slayer

i_am_godslayer_: shushhh

xxwickedwitchxx: NO

niteowl631: lol----wicked--you are quick tonight-hehe

i_am_godslayer_: paradise city

xxwickedwitchxx: its early nite

xxwickedwitchxx: only 2:30 in the afternoon

x-firestarter-x: where the grass is green and the girls are pretty

xxwickedwitchxx: so watch out

niteowl631: awwwwwwwwwww ---now 00how does that go --again-lalalala

niteowl631: lol wicked-you got all day--lol

_xxx_d_xxx_: lol

xxwickedwitchxx: lol

xxwickedwitchxx: spill it

niteowl631: lol-

i_am_godslayer_: no

xxwickedwitchxx: yes

i_am_godslayer_: no

x-firestarter-x: damn only 230 damn 10hrs , where u at wicked?

xxwickedwitchxx jabs i_am_godslayer_ in the arm

i_am_godslayer_: no

xxwickedwitchxx jabs i_am_godslayer_ in the arm

i_am_godslayer_: no

i_am_godslayer_: where the grass is green and he girls have big

i_am_godslayer_: figure it out!!!

_xxx_d_xxx_: lol

niteowl631: mozzett-----how you been?

mozzett: fine thanks nite

mozzett: not seen you in a while

mozzett: how have youve been?

niteowl631: yep----been doing stuff around Ol'house-

eternumpace: oooh. hey redeemed. a welcomed break in the monotony

xxwickedwitchxx: <<<oi sexy

xxwickedwitchxx: give me a kiss

i_am_godslayer_: who u kissin over there wicked???

xxwickedwitchxx: nite and gypsy

--redeemed--: ETERN...HELLO...AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD NIGHT,,!!!!

xxwickedwitchxx: why you jealous

eternumpace: i will, redeeemed. you too good buddy :-)

i_am_godslayer_ laughs

lyon.: hello all

skezack_xp: dia dhuit ppl

eternumpace: is not redemption afterall that mysterious sense of accomplishment that can only cum from buildings made of motion?

niteowl631: mm RED--- -hugzz-U--

--redeemed--: TRUE REDEMTION CAN ONLY COME BY FAITH IN JESUS CHRIST,,,!!!!

eternumpace: the creatrive life force itself relating to not-itself

lyon.: mm everyone

skezack_xp: did i walk into the heathen room

--redeemed--: HELLO NITE,,,MY FAVORITE NIGHT OWL,,,!!!

eternumpace: the alchemal formula is, afterall Creation-Destruction - Creation = Creation-Creation-Creation

niteowl631: awwwww-ty Red-your a cool christian--

skezack_xp: life is abc & t's

niteowl631: mm ske-

niteowl631: wicked-yes-lady-what??

--redeemed--: NITE,,,YOUR COOL YOURSELF,,,

mozzett: hi skezack

niteowl631: wicked-I am IMing with Gypsy-

niteowl631: ty red-

skezack_xp: i thougt we built this place so thoswe xtains would leave us be

skezack_xp: guess not

eternumpace: i have faith in the christ, redeemed. Jesus is another matter entirely for only spirit knows, like ghosts walking but not knowing where in a word of light, Eternal. What time is it when jesus comes, what time is it when sunlight sparkles in the morning of the rising Ghost, can the moon become the sun can I now become you one?

x-firestarter-x: mm witchy

i_am_godslayer_: mm witchy

skezack_xp: dont c me goin to there rooms

skezack_xp: sheesh

skezack_xp: mm all

--redeemed--: IM NOT HERE TO CRITISIZE ANYONE,,,JUST HERE TO LEAD YOU INTO THE BIBLE,,,AND THEN TO KNOW THE REAL JESUS,,,ONLY SAVIOUR FROM SIN,,!!!

xxwickedwitchxx: wow more boobs

skezack_xp: well some off have heard

niteowl631: where?

skezack_xp: n sonme of grew up

niteowl631: lol-

xxwickedwitchxx: witchy baby

xxwickedwitchxx: wow

xxwickedwitchxx: come here honey

x-firestarter-x: lol wicked

skezack_xp: the lambs are in the other rooms

eternumpace: most people are afraid of how powerful they really are, redeemed. HOwever it is impossible to burden an immortal being with something that does not belong to it

niteowl631: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

niteowl631: mm witchway---greetings

--redeemed--: ETERN,,,NOT SURE WHAT YOU ARE SAYING,,,BUT IT SURE SOUNDS GOOD,,,!!!!

eternumpace: and the wheel of karma slowly spins, ever turning into our lives

xxwickedwitchxx: tell me about it

--redeemed--: KARMA IS NOT REAL,,,

xxwickedwitchxx: that depends on what you believe in

eternumpace: you might be right there, redeemed

vnutcake: merry meet

skezack_xp: mm

eternumpace: the trinity of infinite consciousness, well, consciousness is the Image, the image keeper (memory) and the image maker (will)

vnutcake: noisy room :)

--redeemed--: KARMA IS ONLY SOMETHING IN SOME MEN'S IMAGINATION,,,,JESUS CHRIST IS REAL,,,AND WAITING TO HEAR FROM YOU ALL,,!!!

skezack_xp: really i got few things for him

eternumpace: redeemed, does not his spirit live here now?

--redeemed--: JESUS IS YOUR ONLY HOPE FOR EVERLASTING LIFE,,!!!!

_xxx_d_xxx_: ^^^oOo sis...

eternumpace: and redeemed, it is not just some men's imagination, it is yours as well i believe

--redeemed--: AND YES,,,GOD'S HOLY SPIRIT IS HERE TODAY,,,INVITE JESUS INTO YOUR LIFE AND GOD'S HOLY SPIRIT WILL LIVE IN YOU,,,!!!

x-firestarter-x: lol

xxwickedwitchxx: here we go

_xxx_d_xxx_: lol

--redeemed--: THERE IS NO HOPE OUTSIDE OF JESUS CHRIST,,,

xxwickedwitchxx: your belief is your own

skezack_xp: im a black sheep whos lost his way baaa baaa baaaaaaaa

eternumpace: well, you probably can't go wrong with that, redeemed, but i don't think an awful lot of the fine people here really care to hear much of your sacrasanct beliefs

x-firestarter-x: "lets get reaaaaaaaaaady to ruuuuuuuuuuuuuumble" lol

i_am_godslayer_: don'tcha just hate ppl that try and push their beliefs on ya

xxwickedwitchxx: sounds good fire

xxwickedwitchxx: who's first

_xxx_d_xxx_: lol

xxwickedwitchxx: yep slayer

xxwickedwitchxx: everyone has their own

--redeemed--: ETERN,,,I AGREE THEY DON'T WANT TO HEAR GOD'S TRUTH,,,BUT I MUST TELL YOU ALL ANYHOW,,,

eternumpace: please do, red. you know i love to hear it

xxwickedwitchxx: you can tell but i dont have to listen

xxwickedwitchxx: and in the end i believe in myself

--redeemed--: JESUS CHRIST IS YOUR ONLY HOPE,,,BELIEVE ON HIM AND BE SAVED,,,

_xxx_d_xxx_ strongly agrees with xxwickedwitchxx

xxwickedwitchxx: and i have faith in my beliefs

x-firestarter-x: ditto sis

skezack_xp: saved from what?

--redeemed--: NO OTHER WAY TO THE FATHER ,,,

skezack_xp: carpool lanes

skezack_xp: taxes

eternumpace: i think you are right, redeemed

xxwickedwitchxx: only way to the father

i_am_godslayer_: your god can suck my ass....... he is urs so don't be pushing him on me

skezack_xp: long lines at walmart

xxwickedwitchxx: i each and everyone own way

skezack_xp: i use the bible

xxwickedwitchxx: nothing wrong with that

x-firestarter-x: lovley

eternumpace: after all, our souls are like those orphans whose unwedded mothers die in burying them and the secret of our paternity lies in their grave and we must there learn it

skezack_xp: evertime i want to raise my neighbors mobil home an inch

skezack_xp: i stick another one on the pile

x-firestarter-x: lol

xxwickedwitchxx: and no one should ever interfer

x-firestarter-x: that's nice

xxwickedwitchxx: thats your belief

skezack_xp: mm angel

skezack_xp: im tryin to be nice

x-firestarter-x: i know ske

--redeemed--: DYING BABIES GO RIGHT INTO THE ARMS OF GOD,,,THEY ARE ALL HIS,,,

x-firestarter-x: ammo that's a lovely av

dark_ammo: ty

eternumpace: skezack, are you from that tv show, welcom e back kotter?

dark_ammo: mm everyone

--redeemed--: HELLO BROTHER ANGEL,,,BE BLESSED IN JESUS TONIGHT

skezack_xp: thats horshack btw

eternumpace: oh yeah. tx

x-firestarter-x: lol i loved that show

skezack_xp: any one have any charms to spin?

skezack_xp: or stones to cast

--redeemed--: I CANNOT LEAve pagan chat until you all become born again christians,,,and thats the truth,,,,unless the FATHER takes me home first,,,

skezack_xp: prepare for a long stay pack a lunch

dark_ammo: OMG......

demon_alkohol: you gonna be here forever amigo

x-firestarter-x: pack a damn 3 course meal

dark_ammo: is this really happening. again today

_xxx_d_xxx_: sure witchy

eternumpace: my subject of interest this evensong is the elongation of the senses thru the prolongation of belief specifically in an image

i_am_godslayer_: let me take him home!!!! brings out gun

skezack_xp: pax

x-firestarter-x: lmao go for it

skezack_xp: sure

joni_kiason: yes

x-firestarter-x: OMG u havent changed

skezack_xp: tell him ur to old for him

_xxx_d_xxx_: lol

iceman1993p: well is wrong with liking breasts?

skezack_xp: and ur female

--redeemed--: etern,,,you sure have a gift with words,,,i sure hope you are right,,,be a shame to waste all those pretty words,,,,

skezack_xp: good sis

dark_ammo: even me?

x-firestarter-x: u have no tact paxton...that's why we all get on u plus that just bein a perv

iceman1993p: your dildo batteries die on you is that why your so mean?

eternumpace: are not our very bodies made of the primeval belief in the momentum of self, the motion of this as it is?

skezack_xp: he likes the lolitas

i_am_godslayer_: thought it was aprapo. sp?

x-firestarter-x: c'mon paxton get a life cant u come up w/ a diff rip, u must be dense too, cuz i have told u that my hubby does all the pleasing i dont need toys...

x-firestarter-x: mm Joni

iceman1993p: stupid bitch did i address your sorryass? hell no i didn't

i_am_godslayer_: <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<hmmmm, more boobs!

joni_kiason: hey guys

skezack_xp: goddess

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,

the courage to change the things I cannot accept, -

and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people I had

to kill today because they pissed me off.

dark_ammo: hello.. and mm

eternumpace: and the androgyne is to motion as potential is to electric charge. reality is biological

eternumpace: this the poetical proof

skezack_xp: And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today as they may be connected to the ass that I may have to kiss tomorrow.

eternumpace: the shaman's dance

joni_kiason: lol@ske

x-firestarter-x: nice Skezak

skezack_xp: ty

skezack_xp: im tryin to be nice

-princess_aryana-: holy schmoly this place is freakin packed

_xxx_d_xxx_: hugzz sis

x-firestarter-x: wb sis

iceman1993p: ugh she is 18 anyway

-princess_aryana-: hugggzzz ty sis's

i_am_godslayer_: mm ary hon xxx

joni_kiason: what is wrong with beinf 18?

--redeemed--: PRINCESS,,,MY FAVORITE PRINCESS,,,HOW ARE YOU TONIGHT,,,HOPE YOU HAVE CALMED DOWN A BIT FROMEARLIER,,,,!!!

-princess_aryana-: hey slayer xxxxxxxxx

eternumpace: i would probably go to world religion if there was ever anyone there ;)

-princess_aryana-: BITE ME DOUGH BOY!!!

dark_ammo: you know ya just fucked up right?

joni_kiason: iceman

-princess_aryana-: you bite me to angel

-princess_aryana-: MM Witchy

eternumpace: princess that is no way to greet a gentleman

mozzett: hi ammo

demon_alkohol: where do you see a gentleman in this room?lol

dark_ammo: awwww mozzett how are you love?

x-firestarter-x: gentleman???

skezack_xp: Stop it! I cannot take this much excitement

eternumpace: eye of the beholder i suppose lol

-princess_aryana-: I don't care first of all I don't see a gentlemen second of all didn't you know I am a BITCH!!!!!

mozzett: good as always!

_xxx_d_xxx_: pace didn't know u were a gentleman, I think u an ass

skezack_xp: This is SO much fun

joni_kiason: what exactly do pagans do

skezack_xp: we spread peace n love

dark_ammo: good to hear..

skezack_xp: not war n hate

joni_kiason: uh yea sure looks like it

eternumpace: ok, d. good to hear it

skezack_xp: paganism is the oldes treligion on earthg

skezack_xp: before there was xstanity we had no wars

joni_kiason: you dont sound like your spreading any kind of pesce or love, you sound evil

demon_alkohol: lol@joni.

skezack_xp: paganaism is not evil

-princess_aryana-: so how are my friends in here?

joni_kiason: whatever

eternumpace: don't you think that a bit of an oversimplification, skezack?

skezack_xp: it was for the lambs

x-firestarter-x: pretty good sis, did u have fun shopping?

-princess_aryana-: yeah

-princess_aryana-: Ammo got a chick's number

dark_ammo: OK... I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THE DAMN CHRISTIANS FUCKIN UP THE ONLY PLACE WE HAVE LEFT WITHOUT GET BURNED AT THE STEAK OR DROWNED ................ GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

joni_kiason: i have never heard anything good about pagans

skezack_xp: yeah ammo

eternumpace: dark ammo. get a grip and hit ignore or sumtin

joni_kiason: ever

i_am_godslayer_: Ney mozz

-princess_aryana-: hey pace if iggy worked you would have been iggied yesterday!

skezack_xp: who did u hear it from a pediphile priest

skezack_xp: must be a proud alter boy

joni_kiason: no from n e 1 that has ever talked about them

eternumpace: aryana, i try not to talk with people who are mentally and emotionally under age

skezack_xp: the ypunge never do as there told

-princess_aryana-: yeah thats cool happy for you

skezack_xp: the young

gypsy2u: 'thinks to self'.......must have been from the xian rooms

dark_ammo: NO..... I FOR ONE AM TIRED OF HAVING TO GO OUT OF MY WAY FOR MY BELIEFS, AN SHOULD NO LONGER HAVE TO DO SHIT!!!!! I COME HERE BECAUSE I AM AMONGST MY PEOPLE, NOT TO TALK TO THE PEOPLE WHO PISS ME OFF IN EVERYDAY LIFE...

skezack_xp: lol gypse

x-firestarter-x: lol sis

joni_kiason: ok ammo chill out

skezack_xp: we practice peace n love

-princess_aryana-: you would think ammo is slightly preturbed

skezack_xp: if thats eveil so be it

eternumpace: dark ammo, you don't need vp, you need a shrink

-princess_aryana-: I know.... hes sitting next to me

skezack_xp: ill keep lovin the haters

_xxx_d_xxx_: pace u need to shut up

-princess_aryana-: ummm your one to talk pace!!!

eternumpace: i have a shrink!!

dark_ammo: go see him then

-princess_aryana-: Then you need a new one!

skezack_xp: i have a shrink he agrees with me lol

eternumpace: he is not in his office right now

gypsy2u: most pagans have patience............can find peace.......and often silence is the best treatment

joni_kiason: i am a psycic

skezack_xp: touche gyps

-princess_aryana-: LAUGHS @ AMMO!!!!

dark_ammo: OMG!!!!!!!!1

-princess_aryana-: yeah you are your own God

joni_kiason: i am a psycic

skezack_xp: touche gyps

-princess_aryana-: LAUGHS @ AMMO!!!!

dark_ammo: OMG!!!!!!!!1

-princess_aryana-: yeah you are your own God

-princess_aryana-: he said he will brb hes goin to get a beer

skezack_xp: pax still here

x-firestarter-x: no thankfully, we drove him off

skezack_xp: ahh peaqce n quite

eternumpace: mauybe its just me but wanting to and screaming at the top of one's mental lungs for people to act as one would like other people to act is a bit self defeating and paranoid

skezack_xp: huh?

-princess_aryana-: you make no sense at all pace

eternumpace: but that's just me

joni_kiason: ok, am i the only one whos confused?

gypsy2u: and you are the first to feel like that pace.............you need to come to terms with reality

skezack_xp: step away form the beer n put down the keybourd n walk away lol

x-firestarter-x: what are confused about Joni?

gypsy2u: 'holds onto beer'..........and moves away from ske

joni_kiason: what u said it made no sense

skezack_xp: not u sis lol

x-firestarter-x: insert "u"

xxwickedwitchxx: relax everyone

skezack_xp: beer where

xxwickedwitchxx: lol

skezack_xp: where

gypsy2u: mm witchy.....8-]

xxwickedwitchxx: breath in and out

xxwickedwitchxx: slowlyyyyyyyy

gypsy2u: lol wicked

skezack_xp: got a hiney?

x-firestarter-x: what r u(joni) confused about?

xxwickedwitchxx: come on ppl

xxwickedwitchxx: we are all here for some fun

joni_kiason: you.

i_am_godslayer_: gimme a hiney

i_am_godslayer_: want a hiney

-princess_aryana-: ok slayer

x-firestarter-x: why????

i_am_godslayer_: lol

-princess_aryana-: here you can have my hiney

gypsy2u: 'hides hiney'

i_am_godslayer_: slaps hiney

_xxx_d_xxx_: lol

xxwickedwitchxx: there you go

xxwickedwitchxx: lol

xxwickedwitchxx: thats better

xxwickedwitchxx: gezz

-princess_aryana-: woohoo do it again!

-princess_aryana-: hehehehehe

x-firestarter-x: I have barely spoken a word xcept for tellin paxton off, he is very rude other than that what's perplexing u, i would like to help out if i can....geez

skezack_xp: does vixie come in here anymore?

gypsy2u: oh gods.......and i missed paxton display of fury

skezack_xp: or lady m

mozzett: not often

x-firestarter-x: yes sis, lol

-princess_aryana-: oh hey sis guess who I ran into last night

joni_kiason: who celebrates christmas here?!

gypsy2u: saw twilight this morning before i went to work

eternumpace: anyway, as i was saying earlier , based on an atomic triune of image, memory and will (which also happens to be a linguistic or syntactical triune for magic's sake) the cosmos is in a perpetual state of creation, t'ward no "other end " but we sail tward no time untold

gypsy2u: i celebrate........yule joni.......not xmas

x-firestarter-x: I celebrate yule

skezack_xp: xmas was a pagan holiday

joni_kiason: pace u never make sence

-princess_aryana-: *pokes fire* I was talkin to you sis

x-firestarter-x: who did u run into , lol

x-firestarter-x: too many sis' in here at once, lol

eternumpace: one's every thought is an event of cosmic proportion, an artifact of plato's micromacrocosm in the mesocosm of the soul

-princess_aryana-: 777

joni_kiason: so do you celebrate it skezack?

x-firestarter-x: ooo lovely

-princess_aryana-: he thought I needed a history lesson on my name

skezack_xp: not really

x-firestarter-x: lmao

joni_kiason: are you pagan

joni_kiason: ?

-princess_aryana-: who?

skezack_xp: i exchange gifts witm my family everyday

skezack_xp: im celtic

joni_kiason: skezach

-princess_aryana-: I am too ske

i_am_godslayer_: me three

joni_kiason: you must be rich

skezack_xp: no juts love my family

x-firestarter-x: gifts are more than material objects

skezack_xp: dont need a xst5ian to tell me when i can

joni_kiason: what do u give them?

skezack_xp: love

skezack_xp: happiness

gypsy2u: honor

x-firestarter-x: love, understanding , compassion

gypsy2u: respect

skezack_xp: respect

x-firestarter-x: respect

eternumpace: to this extent, teh aforementioned elongations and prolongations of spaciotemporal ie biological modes of being implies a space-time-proportion continuum

-princess_aryana-: love, respect, support, compassion, you know the emotion essentials

gypsy2u: 'thinks to self........pace is an idget'

skezack_xp: xstaisn need a holiday to get together n feel happy

x-firestarter-x: lol gyp sis

joni_kiason: Christmas is not a christian holiday it is a Pagan Holiday, Does everyone agree!?

gypsy2u: yes

eternumpace: Beauty that nature's spirit bade to love itself and fear all humankind

skezack_xp: the old pagan holiday was on the 22 nd

skezack_xp: the xtistina took it

gypsy2u: i agree....however i don't celebrate the birth of jesus......incidently.....who wasn't really born on dec 25th

gypsy2u: i agree....however i don't celebrate the birth of jesus......incidently.....who wasn't really born on dec 25th

skezack_xp: we celebrated the winter

shalom: hullo there

eternumpace: hullo m'dear. how's tricks?

shalom: havin a bit of a rough day today

shalom: been thinking about my Grandfather a lot

eternumpace: just a sec. i'm going to quit out of pagan chat. it is slowin me computer down a plenty

shalom: k

eternumpace: this thing is very slow. one more sec

shalom: kk

shalom: delete cookies

eternumpace: ok. i'm out of excite superchat altogether

shalom: k

shalom: does that work better?

eternumpace: very busy this evening. much better yep

shalom: good

eternumpace: i have something interest to talk about as well. but you first. what you been thinking about grandad?

shalom: oh just having some regrets is all

shalom: waited too long to get in touch with him

eternumpace: don't be too hard on yourself. people are always much too hard on themselves

shalom: yeah i'll be ok

shalom: just been a hard day

eternumpace: i mean. he is fine. he's onto the next stage of his life is all

shalom: yup it's not his death and the place he;s in right now that are bothering me... it's that i didn't make the effort to contact him

eternumpace: hopefully with time you will come to accept things. i really don't know much else than that.

shalom: yeah i'll be fine soon enough

eternumpace: for my part, if my father had passed away a year ago and i hadn't had a chance to mend things a bit, i don't know if i would have ever been able to forbive myself. but that really doesn't help does it? lol

shalom: i'm having a hard time forgiving myself, exactly

eternumpace: relationships have a life of their own. don't be too hard on yourself.

shalom: i know

shalom: i'm trying not to be

shalom: i'm having decent moments of acceptance, but then i slide a bit

eternumpace: well you are mourning i suppose. in a way, that is good. better than not feeling anything at all, which happens to some people.

eternumpace: a friend of mine from highschool lost his dad and barely shed a tear. there was a guy with some difficulties on his hands. but i'm sure he made out some how.

shalom: yup

shalom: i know i'll be fine

eternumpace: that reminds me of something.

shalom: uh huh

eternumpace: sorry. just thinking.

eternumpace: an angel talked to me last night. do youthink i am crazy?

shalom: nope

eternumpace: well, you know i'm crazy. but do you think i am even crazier than you thought?

eternumpace: well, it was during an out of body experience so its not like it was at the supermarket. that would truly be off the wall.

shalom: lol i don't think youre crazy though

eternumpace: the words were so clear and so authoritative they were clearly divine. i have no doubt. they said, "servant. come back to the song". it was a kind of restoration. a trying exprience in some ways but ultimately bemusing

shalom: wow

eternumpace: i'll never forget those words

shalom: i can imagine the impact it must have had

eternumpace: well, it confirmed a lot of things velvt has learned me about eckankar

shalom: yeah?

eternumpace: kind of a nice shock to the system with regard to some fundamental spiritual elements I was dawdling on

eternumpace: like dream and karma

eternumpace: about grieving with the femine aspect when relationships don't go the way we expect them to

eternumpace: and accepting things the way they are

shalom: it seems that way yeah :)

eternumpace: i think grief was the predominant ordering principle in my family

shalom: it seems like guilt is mine

eternumpace: hmmm

shalom: yeah must be a Catholic thing lol

shalom: i KNOW it's a Catholic thing

eternumpace: yah. definitely :-)

shalom: well honey i should get ready for work

shalom: sorry i'm not more talkative or engaging

eternumpace: oh. i suppose you should. it has been a thoughful discussion this evening. i hope work passes quickly for ya

shalom: one of those blah days

shalom: thanks

shalom: i'll see you soon ok?

eternumpace: uhum. good luck with things. we'll see how you feel tomorrow

shalom: kk

shalom: thanks

eternumpace: see you soon, mary jane

shalom: *hugsss*

shalom: yup yup

eternumpace: *hugs bye

gypsy2u: perhaps we aren't talking what YOU want to hear

blacksci: sorry when i type on the page it takes forever to get on the screen

eternumpace: aaah. ok. well feel free to expand your thoughts here, then.

blacksci: alright

eternumpace: cool

blacksci: all life rotates around mathmatical equation, like the fibbinici series

blacksci: if you draw the fibbinici series it looks like a sea shell cut in half

blacksci: now im not saying that no one has free will or that everything can be explained by mathmatics

blacksci: but..

eternumpace: this sounds VERY interesting. i am a big fan of metaphorms or forms isomorphic in form or function

blacksci: i am saying that types of life do grow in a predetermined series

blacksci: like trees they grow in the fibinici series

eternumpace: i like that idea

blacksci: ahh.

eternumpace: would need to know more about it though ...

blacksci: just dont use too many big words though

eternumpace: no. not me

blacksci: or youll loose me im smart but not as well studied as i would like

eternumpace: who is? <as well studied as would like>

blacksci: me

eternumpace: no. i know. but i was agreeing by saying that few people are :-)

blacksci: ahh

eternumpace: i love the whole sea shell thing. sounds a lil familiar to me

blacksci: what may i call you for short?

blacksci: must save my little fingers

eternumpace: pace, eternum, et, any of the above

blacksci: kk

blacksci: ok

eternumpace: i must warn you though, i may have only 5 or 10 good minutes in my sleepy body

blacksci: ahh

blacksci: what do you do for a living if i may ask?

eternumpace: so by this math series you mention do you mean they have discovered a mathematical pattern that differs only in orders of size or time?

eternumpace: i write poetry, fiction, music

blacksci: it differs only in certain types of creature or plant

blacksci: cool

blacksci: anything i would know?

eternumpace: so across a variety of biological systems a similar pattern is repeated?

blacksci: yes exactly

eternumpace: aaah. ok

blacksci: usually in something that is has been around for a few eions and simple celled

eternumpace: everything is made of music. i think that is an old old wisdom something about the ptolemic harmony of the spheres

blacksci: ahh.

blacksci: mathmatics play a big part of music

eternumpace: no. nothing you would have read. i am not widely published...yet :-)

blacksci: but i dont remember the name of the series

eternumpace: i'm sure mathematicians will do some amazing things in the years to come, waht with chaos and fractal geometry

blacksci: ahh

blacksci: yes

eternumpace: i personally believe there is an every growing singularity of syntax going on among orders of scientific, cultural, and personal mythology

blacksci: the chaos theory scares a lot of mathmaticians though it throws a lot of there rules right out the door

blacksci: yes there is ..... but it is hard to figure out what they are since they are constantly changing and evolving...thats why you usually see statistics

blacksci: they are easier and quicker to figure out

eternumpace: the human psyche or psyche in general at picking out a stream from an ocean or e plurebus unum, one thing from many, and in this like manner I believe the sheer onslaught of information and informatioin media is exapting a very old cognitive ability from the mind, namely the ability to speak a magic language

blacksci: yes i must agree

eternumpace: psyche in general is very good at...i meant to say. or as the Old Religion would say, love is a science

eternumpace: author duane elgin calls this ability a "literacy of consciousness"

blacksci: i guess that is why my mind latches onto the fibinici series because us druids love the wilderness.........specially trees

eternumpace: neat. like dreams of like i suppose and as d.h. lawrenc writes "all that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream"

blacksci: did you know why they call the pages of a book leaves?

eternumpace: why?

eternumpace: ahum. druids i believe were a nexus of incredible wisdom that should boggle our minds

blacksci: because druids a few thousand years back actually used leaves suspended from one side of a hut to the other to store information

eternumpace: today has officially become tomorrow here in western canada. i shall add you to my friends list so as to catch you online when next we meet.

eternumpace: that is one of those things i hope i remember forever. gotta love your druid today :-)

blacksci: and when it was finally withered beyond hope a keeper would find a leave exactly like it and replace it on the string

blacksci: why thank you

eternumpace: i think now of Whitman's Leaves of Grass. i wonder if he knew where that came from.

eternumpace: this has been my great pleasure. til next we meet, blacksci. have a good day to you

blacksci: you too

blacksci: blessed be

eternumpace: bb , mp, and don't get any on ya

blacksci: i try not to

blacksci: lol

eternumpace: *poof* tee hee

blacksci: lol