Blush Alone inside my mind Across the room I catch your eye … Then you wander in my direction My left you sit beside So hot you make me want to hide, Hide from my own fragile torture I can feel you now I can taste it now Overcome that I’m your temptation I never dreamed it true I’m crushed with just the thought that I made you blush The lust inside I cry Without the tears running down my eyes On your knees you beg for weakness Temptation close at hand Falling for you I didn’t plan Pleasure seekers taking over I can feel you now I can taste it now Overcome that I’m your temptation I never dreamed it true I’m crushed with just the thought that I made you blush  Share This Poison Oh I can't believe what I've done. Unlocked the door, to my secret place. Thrust onto me, With arrows in my heart; The Inevitable, My soul's ripped apart. Fascination, once again, controls me. It's like a wish, or a dream, a nightmare Before me. The tears of the joy torture my emotion. Why can't this bliss Last forever more? I can't stand the thought of life Spent without your wicked eyes, Spent without our precious fights, Spent without your tainted lies, Spent without a restless night... I dwell upon the moment When you begged for a kiss. Hesitation--I know what it is It runs in circles, in my mind. Which man to blame in me, I'll never find... And I can't stand the thought of life Spent without your wicked eyes, Spent without our precious fights, Spent without your tainted lies, Spent without a restless night, (repeat) Spent without your love in mine... Share this poison with me. (x5) There Goes My Head I long to understand you complexities: simply a virtue of your existence, taking hold of me I dwell upon a thought that starts as just a thought then grows to thoughts of killing me before the truth is revealed to me there goes my head there goes my head who'd ever think I would've done who'd ever think it, there goes my head there goes my head who'd ever think I would've done what I did to me I've taken bits and pieces of words, your lips got rid of feces believe me, I don't know what's real "It wasn't meant to harm," you said too late bitch, your words left me for dead you know my conscience is always beating me there goes my head there goes my head who'd ever think I would've done who'd ever think it, there goes my head there goes my head who'd ever think I would've done what I did to me Please understand tensions building within me please understand, just understand forgive me there goes my head there goes my head Forgive me I'll Damage You I see the way that you're undressing me, The evil in your eyes, Had no idea that you'd be, Insane enough to take on me, A closet full of tools to hurt you, Even some that aren't meant to please you, You say you know but your innocence left, When you starred at me and bit your bottom pouty lip... You throw yourself on the floor for me, Waiting for me ride, Even tie yourself up to the chains, That the bitch before, Sucked, Fucked and Used ME... Inflict the worst of pleasures, To make it all seem better, Won't try to tame intentions It ain't no use, Inflict the worst of pleasures, To make it all feel better, I've been abused and used, Don't you think I'll Damage You? Inflict the worst of pleasures, To make it all seem better, Won't try to tame intentions It ain't no use, Inflict the worst of pleasures, To make it all feel better, I've been abused and used, Don't you think I'll Damage You? Leave It All Behind I’ve kept it bottled up inside This pain … unforgivng The imperfection is much too shy To dominate me, control me I see it’s much too late I bitch from head to toe about this sweet embrace And how it faltered The wickedness that followed as the ‘we’ turned ‘I’ Finally overflowed Taking the time to call out the tears Waiting for it to fall, all the years Pushing for me to leave it all behind Forcing me to believe I’ll never find Painting over your name in blood To set the permanence free Though I cut the scars to mask the scars you left behind It still lingers Taking the time to call out the tears Waiting for it to fall, all the years Pushing for me to leave it all behind Forcing me to believe I’ll never find Am I 2 Blame You say that I Am the one that you lust The you aim to please The one you’ll take a beating Get down on your knees The one you’re shy to trust Though allowed to do it all Your prince of thieves You beg and you crawl You say that I You say that I Your aphrodesia Subject of self-pleasure Force you subconsciousness to hide You say that I Bring out the beast within The porn star deep inside Bring out the stripper, pimp, ho, slut You say that I It’s like you’re cast under a spell I’ve place upon you Unlike you’ve ever been before Tell me – am I to blame? You say that I The one that U say Drown innocence away Transform the meek to sensual slaves You say that I The one you call master The one I make quiver The one you beg you’re desperate in need And I crawl away As I fall (for you) Are you one to blame for this Visions I need a reason to be wrong I need a reason to believe Compassion for the choices made has dithered It’s time to let the senseless pass Time to prick this psychopath End this hang-man game of resolution You said that it was just for now The wait is far too long Why can’t we bring things back Just like they were before As days go by … I wonder Which thoughts collide about me It’s time to face the consequence Time to see this through Terminate the silence that you’re bound to You said that it was just for now The wait is far too long Why can’t we bring things back Just like they were before Visions … of our past Come Back To Me My memories told me In a dream once That you’ve spent a quiet night in our past A past still bleeding with questions The answers too often ignored … my torture. I let the stars Witness the honesty I am true to the lie That I’ll never be … I’ll take a breath To breathe you into me I won’t ever let it go ‘til you come back to me I lied when you asked me what I wanted A fateful blow to my own heart I didn’t know A tap on the shoulder just a shadow Delusions far too much to bear upon you I let the stars Witness the honesty I am true to the lie That I’ll never be … I’ll take a breath To breathe you into me I won’t ever let it go ‘til you come back to me Misunderstood Misunderstood, are we to find a way to understand, compromise Exhausted thoughts worn out of wearing a ring that never fit quite right never shined bright enough for me once sworn beauty now haunts thee the dark shadow that has crept far behind shrieks closer as it is I it shall find Misunderstood, my speech, a barrier between two worlds separating right from wrong Misunderstood, my speech, a barrier between two worlds separating right from wrong You preach to the mirror to make it better to cover your ears, to close your eyes pretend, escape, create get out of the past and leave that place behind There's nothing left No where else to hide Stop making up shit for you to decide Which way to go with me Confused to death why can’t you see! Why? Love injection blank reflection I’ve live my life in misery False intentions pain addiction 10 years wasted out on me still waiting Frustrating for my infliction to receive Still fading Still crumbling Deterioration will never cease Why? Why? Must I go on living Why? Why? Must I endure the pain I’m in Free will to do what I want I don’t remember wanting this Pain pills I take what I want who care’s I no longer believe Still crying Denying This mutha fucka’s controlling Still trying Still searching For meaning, fucking impossible to find |
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