Cyberium Feel like jumping when you set the plank like I'll dive right down to hell Feel like jumping when you tighten the noose, slip anyway, ring a bell? Feel the pressure as the monkey mounts and he's fed along the way Feel the absence, the void, the hurt, but I still decide to stay I have the answer, I have the cure I have the remedy, I will endure Don't mind choking when you're gripping tight and the only thing left is me Don't mind hanging when tonite aint right, did it as many times as I've breathed Don't mind putting my neck on the line to feed him and not to see you bleed Don't mind taking my punishment even though I'm not guilty Why do you scream with all your might when your screaming to nothing Why do you fear when I turn out the light when its not out of reach Why do you rave about stupid lies when there's no truth left in these Why do you cum before I start I'm not even in your panties  Black Feeling the kiss Enchanted by pain Burned by the touch Immortal by flame Out of control Released of the fear Tempted by thought Invoked by the fear Painted with the eyes of gloom Glorified with fate and doom Masked behind the idol Christ Blackened thoughts beyond our sight Injected with poison Craving for more Induced by the body Evening the score Wet by emotion Slippery in vain Joy in destruction Happiness in pain Sensitivity extreme with lust Accepting every inch Penetrate we must Eternal thoughts prevail Deep inside my head Driving beats through graves to dance among the dead. Control she’s mass destruction forces induction no repercussions she’s got to have one through repetition brings joy by friction she never wanted she never wanted she rules desire by force of fire this violent mind this violent mind no conversation just pure deception pure lust defined pure lust defined sharp execution extreme exertion never exhaustion just pure addition no confrontation no blank permission she can’t control she can’t control her exhibition raw as it could be her deprivation I never could believe this malediction no where to run the painful truth is that it exists in everyone can’t find the escape search for the outbreak no way to terminate no way to terminate too overwhelming too overpowering desecrate, violate excruciate, dominate N. D. NYL I made up those lies I could not deny I made Mary cry She wants him to die You said you don't care You said life was fair You said you don't blame You said I should say I said not to cry I said not to lie I said not to show I said not to go I wanted to go You wouldn't say no You left when I'm down I hate being in hell You said you'll be fine You said you'll be mine You said I'll be fine You said you would please I'm down on my knees Just Let It Go Letting things go when all [unidentifiable name] needs is some attention always saying no when all he needs is some affection loosing my mind over the way everything in my life is run taking the blame when I suffer all that was done Just let it go (Don't come for me, Just stay away & let me be) Hiding the fear that our fear is the reason you won holding within my intention was never to run building a plot to avenge my unfortunate fate going against all the things that you fucking hate Just let it go (Don't come for me, Just stay away & let me be) Preacher Your lies have brought me to extinction your lies have brought me endless pain why live off misunderstanding taint what's called "the golden rule" your misguided faith has run you through With the horde of followers you have taken taken every bit of trust they need disguised behind the book of being disfiguring the word in meaning masked and blinded, it's not what it seems Disillusion haunts the mind, I'm weakening take my soul, release me of this shame pull me up against the grain smash me through my hollow grave my fate concealed, I'm ready to believe Future Unknown I deceive you- innocently I receive you- patiently Who do you think I am? Is Billy Boy really a man? First impressions taunt the air the truth within unfolds despair. I'm weakening as always just some more don't know what to do about this dead man on the floor leave on the mask and scream inside I thought I heard a cry I guess I'll play along with this game I've got nothing left to hide Feel my world has gone astray You should've known. Fear the love won't go away You should've known. I command you- to set me free I demand you- to let me be Freedom security lies Who'd think I wouldn't open thine eyes Pressure builds as I begin to tie This thin rope around the sky What's Fair? You said I hurt you The pain I feel still burns You said I neglect you let things by with no concern You said that I don't care What the hell do you want from me You said I ruined you Don't you see what you've done to me You said I wasted These years gone down unjust You fucking tasted And left me in the dust You said you hate me You should have left me behind The fact is you've mistook me Now there's nothing left to find When I fill you up, I cheat myself When I start you up, I beat myself When I let you go, I kill myself Can you rip me from this hell It's only fair! Forlorn Everyday I live in pain, this whole situation has gone insane Exit stage left when the way is clear, but nothing's right and no one's near As my soul creeps towards the flame of the unholy. Oh, what a shame! The black gets darker, the world gets bluer, my peace of mind gets fucking greyer. You breathe not air but the scent of the kill, if follows you ass like a shadow of guilt. Truth lies with whatever you find, yet clouds you vision like you are blind. You fell to your knees as you wept tears unworthy of being kept. Confusion: the only state of mind to live by with understanding. |
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