10:51 p.m.
can feel sadness settling in again
the waves are crashing on my soul
deep within this everlasting pain
there has to be some way to erase all I know
and I know you are tired
of listening to me complain about my pain
pardon me, but I just
can't seem to make these feelings fade away

I mourn for all the days
I wasted on my petty doubts
that get in the way
that spillo out of my mouth
and I just wish I could redeem all my past
and grasp it within my hands
like air floating above my fingers
and the smell of your skin still lingers

your soul creeping through my skin
into my veins
and your warmth soothes within
nothing is the same