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| September 26, 2003 11:08 a.m.. |
| I hate waiting for people to show up. It is the most dreadful time in my life, just sitting and waiting, wondering, what happend to him, where is he? Is everything ok? I can't help but think horrible thought about the situation at hand. I always have to wait. He is NEVER here on time, why should I continue to wait when there is no effort made to change. I just can't take it anymore. All the waiting and not knowing anything, left to think about the times ahead. I will not wait for my future, I should not wait for him. So why am I still sitting here, passing the time, I continue to write about not waiting...yet I will always wait...and it will always suck! |
| November 1, 2003 11:07 a.m. |
| Worry Wart is what I am. Scared to let you out in the world. I will hug you and care for you until the end. My one true friend, Lost you are, in the world. I can not find you anywhere. I only wish I knew that you were all-right. I wouldn't have to sit and fight. All these thought in my head drive me insane. And you the cause of the pain. Please let me know that you are ok. It's all I want to know. |
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| November 7, 2003 11:11 a.m. |
| I started a journal this past weekend. Nothing that you need to worry yourselves about. I am not posting it online just yet, maybe sometime later on, when things aren't so touchy. We will just have to see. I am waiting and waiting...always and forever, is such a lonely lonely time. |
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| February 12, 2004 12:12 p.m. |
| Hey it's been the longest while in history. So much has happened since I have been gone. I don't really have the time to even start the story now but it will all unfold sooner or later...until we meet again... |
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| LITTLE ACORNS TAKE ALL YOUR PROBLEMS AND RIP 'EM APART CARRY THEM OFF IN A SHOPPING CART AND ANOTHER THING YOU SHOULD'VE KNOWN FROM THE START THE PROBLEMS IN HAND ARE LIGHTER THAN AT HEART BE LIKE THE SQUIRREL, GIRL BE LIKE THE SQUIRREL GIVE IT A WHIRL, GIRL BE LIKE THE SQUIRREL AND ANOTHER THING YOU HAVE TO KNOW IN THIS WORLD CUT UP YOUR HAIR STRAIGHTEN YOUR CURLS WELL, YOUR PROBLEMS HIDE IN YOUR CURLS ~ The White Stripes |
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| February 17, 2004 2:13 p.m. |