April 11, 2003

Sometimes it seems that you and I just were not meant to be

But other times it seems so clear that you were made for me

Your thoughts are ever changing to the pain that’s in your past

I once felt I could wait for you, now I’m not sure I can last

My friends are always telling me that I should wait it out

But I’ve waited seemingly too long and my head is filled with doubt

Frustrated facts that fill my head keep appearing by the score

For just when I was reaching you, that’s when you closed the door

You opened it a tiny crack and bid me go away

You said to find somebody else and that I shouldn’t stay

And waiting for you would only help to increase the pain

And so I took your kind advice, and waiting will abstain

But now you seem upset with me for finding someone new

For you just can’t be happy when I’m happier than you

And so you now ignore me and pretend I don’t exist

While your good friend, I could be, but your sight is drowned with mist