April 16, 2003

Do you hold me like you love me when you don’t

Do you tell me that it matters when it won’t

With all the time that I’ve spent along side of you

I wish that you’d tell me what you want us to do

But it doesn’t matter anymore…

Do you flinch when I stare into your dark eyes

When you embrace me are you still wondering why

When tomorrow comes will you wake up whispering my name

Does it seem different when it all remains the same

But it doesn’t matter anymore…

I’m opening the door…

When you’re away from me does it make you want to cry

When you think of me do I linger in the sky

Is this worth more than you think money can buy

It’s like dying in your lover’s arms, but why’d I have to try

But it doesn’t matter anymore…

Am I the reason that you think that you were born

When Winter comes am I the one to keep you warm

If you believe that whatever’s done is done

Then I can tell you that whatever’s won is won

But it doesn’t matter anymore…

I’m opening the door…

Is there a reason that you seem so far away

If I asked you would it make you want to stay

Why does it seem to me that this all will fall apart

It seems to only want to kill my aching heart

But it doesn’t matter anymore…