Mar. 1, 2001

Some dark and hidden secret

Is shadowed by your past

But will your conscience be able to last

That’s not how it’s supposed to be

Everything that’s inside of me

Tells me there’s something wrong

Tells me there’s something wrong

Somehow I don’t believe that

You never fell in love

Each night I look to the sky for answers from above

I ask the lord for answers

Why you had to steal my heart

Cupid’s arrow pierced my flesh, but it ripped my soul apart

And that’s not how it’s supposed to be

Everything that’s inside of me

Tells me there’s something wrong

Tells me there’s something wrong

Now I’m looking for answers

Why’d you lie to all my friends

Preposition has kicked in and I’ve been hurt again

And when your friends had problems

You’d simply disappear

You thought you could care for yourself but it ended with more tears

And that’s not how it’s supposed to be

Everything that’s inside of me

Tells me there’s something wrong

Tells me there’s something wrong

Up, down, over and under

And everything in between

My eyes can’t adjust to the wickedness I’ve seen

I’m not going to put you down

Though my head’s clouded with moke

But I’m hurting because you thought that my love was a joke

And that’s not how it’s supposed to be

Everything that’s inside of me

Tells me there’s something wrong

Tells me there’s something wrong

I tried hard not to love you

But I couldn’t help myself

Darker visions crept into my head with increasing stealth

Now I’m sorry for how I’ve felt

It just wasn’t meant to be

Complications have set in, now I’m in spite of me

And that’s not how it’s supposed to be

Everything that’s inside of me

Tells me there’s something wrong

Tells me there’s something wrong

I thought we’d be together forever

But now I wish you the best

Even if I’m never happy, soon I will find rest

There are other girls in the world

More fishes in the sea

You’ve only helped me come closer to the one perfect for me

And that’s how I want it to be

I want to be more happy

Real friends will stand by me

Real friends will stand by me

And that’s how I want it to be

I want to be more happy

Real friends will stand by me

Real friends will stand by me…