Inner Monologue

Feb. 21, 2002

 

No one cares about me, no one understands me

No one wants to know me, no one wants to love me

I feel so dirty in your eyes… I feel so dirty in your eyes…

I feel so dirty in your eyes… sometimes I wish that I could die…

 

My life is going nowhere, my life it doesn’t matter

My life is a disaster, my life is a center of laughter

I feel so useless in your eyes… I feel so useless in your eyes…

I feel so useless in your eyes… sometimes I wish that I could die…

 

My parents tell me that they love me, they say they’ll always take care of me

They expect far too much of me, my mom and dad don’t even know me!

I feel so worthless in your eyes… I feel so worthless in your eyes…

I feel so worthless in your eyes… sometimes I wish that I could die…

 

Everyone makes fun of me, everyone says stuff about me

Very few are ever kind, I’m a prisoner in my own mind

I feel so lifeless in my eyes… I feel so lifeless in my eyes…

I feel so lifeless in my eyes… I don’t really want to die!