Return to Happiness
2000
There's a little stack of boxes on the floor
They hold the memories I can't remember anymore
The tattered cardboard has started to turn black
Slightly remember, but there's no turning back
The first of boxes sitting in the line
Contains the hate I used to have sometimes
While all the other boxes in the row
Have all the other feelings I don't show
So why don't you tell me your thoughts on life
You've never had to live with all this pain and strife
Life's only memories through flashbacks and lost stories
And looking through the boxes rids me of my worries
The second box that is sitting on the pile
Contains the fear that I have once in a while
And in the third box, something that I thought
Is all the worthlessness of me I've been taught
The memories all keep pouring in
I chuckle painfully at the extent of my sin
The lowest box has crumbled from the weight
Of all the other boxes to which I can relate.
So why don't you tell me your thoughts on life
You've never had to live with all this pain and strife
Life's only memories through flashbacks and lost stories
And looking through the boxes rids me of my worries
The final box is not pain and not bliss
But it's sincerely filled with happiness
The smallest box and most forgotten here
Was on the top but it's forgotten by the years
And underneath the box that was last
Are the pictures of my childhood and my past
Now I look at good instead of all the bad
And think about all the memories that I've had.
So why don't you tell me your thoughts on life
You've never had to live with all this pain and strife
Life's only memories through flashbacks and lost stories
And looking through the boxes rids me of my worries