Restless on Valium

Jan. 16, 2001

 

I hear the crackling in the bottle

And all the tears are falling down

I try my best to remember happy days

But in emotion I still drown

I swallowed some water with the red and yellow caps

And try to choke them down my best

My life flashes before my own eyes

I see tonight I'll have no rest

I tremble at the thought of what I just did

Then everything turns to black

When I awake a group of men in blue

They say I suffered a depression attack

 

We jump to a year later

Our friends feels greater

Because he has a reason for life

The worst is behind him now

He overcame it somehow

 

My mother told me where I couldn't go

They don't care about me anyway

They treat me like there is nothing that I know

So they won't mind when I run away

I gather supplies and stuff them in my sack

I can't help but wonder how they'll feel

Something makes me want to turn back

Will they be able to deal?

 

We jump to a year later

Our friends feels greater

Because she has a reason for life

The worst is behind her now

She overcame it somehow