Chapter Fourteen

 

 

            Beauty hummed gently along with the pattering rain as she sewed, pleased to be doing something that wasn’t completely practical for once.  Father had gotten well quickly and life had returned to normal at last, although her family still looked at her askance every so often.  She had tried to ask them about it once, but father had gotten such a look of dismayed pain on his face that her question died in her throat.  She hadn’t asked again.  She’d heard her sisters talking amongst themselves about her “trauma” and they’d decided not to bring it up, much to Beauty’s frustration.

            She sighed… things were the same as she always remembered them… but certain little things disturbed her peace of mind.  Even as she stitched some fancy embroidery for Mrs. Bounty’s new tablecloth, she was aware that her choice of red roses, although common, was strangely familiar.  Romeo and Juliet made her cry when it never had before.  Animals seemed to possess an intelligence and personality more common to the minds of children than herself.  Why did her body ache for something she couldn’t describe and dared not mention even to her sisters, whom she had always trusted implicitly before?  Her simple life suddenly seemed… dull.  But you couldn’t miss anything that you’d never had, right?

            She looked up, her thoughts interrupted by a knock at the door and her father’s call.

            “Beauty!  Open the door, could you, please?” he asked from the rainy outside.

            “Coming, Papa!” she answered, running to the door and opening it to reveal not only her father but a decidedly worn-looking traveler.

            “Thank you, dear.” Her father replied, helping the mysterious stranger inside, impeded by a large pack.  Beauty smiled indulgently; her father always was the gentleman, offering to carry bags that were close to too heavy for him.

            “Again, I thank ye for the offer of shelter.” The traveler sighed and Beauty was startled by an astoundingly feminine voice from under the dripping cloak that covered her.  Where had she heard that voice before?

            “It’s no trouble at all, madam.” Henry insisted, setting the pack down by the fire and turning to indicate Beauty.  “This is my youngest daughter, Beauty.  Beauty, this is Nezra, a somewhat lost traveler and our guest for the evening.”

            “Pleased to meet you, ma’am.” Beauty curtsied briefly.  “Might I take your cloak?  If we hang it by the fire now, it’ll be dry by morning.”

            “Thank ye, dear.” Nezra smiled, removing her tattered cloak to reveal an elderly face that was somehow comforting and oddly memorable to Beauty.  The voice, the accent, the clear eyes, and the wizened face… where had she come to know them before?

            “Elizabeth! Alice! Set another place for supper!” Henry called into the kitchen where Beauty’s sisters where busy preparing the evening meal.

            “There’s no need te feed me, dear… I’ll be in ye’re debt as ‘tis…” Nezra protested amicably.

            “Nonsense… you’ll owe us nothing.  All I ask is that you tell us one of those stories you spoke of on the way here.” Henry added with a friendly wink.

            “Stories?   What sort of stories?” Beauty asked, her attention immediately caught.

            “I’m of a dyin’ breed of minstrel, dearie… a wanderer who makes her way by telling fantastical tales at fairs and feasts.” Nezra explained, returning Henry’s wink.  “What shall I tell ye this evenin’?  Swashbucklin’ adventure?  Amusin’ anecdote?  Hopeless love?”

            “Love.” Beauty decided before father could say anything.  “I like love stories.”

            “Do ye?  And what about the ending?”

            “The ending?”

            “Happy or tragic?  It’s up to ye, Beauty.”

            “Supper!” Alice called before Beauty could form an answer.

 

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            “So, what story are you going to enthrall us with?” Elizabeth asked cheerfully after dinner, once the family was all settled around the fire.  Beauty sat in the corner, trying to quiet to suddenly strong beat of her heart.  Somehow, she found herself waiting with baited breath for this love story.  Mama pranced over and settled on Beauty’s lap, eager for her early-evening-in-front-of-a-roaring-fire session of petting.

            “A love story, one that has no ending yet.” Nezra answered cryptically, unnerving Beauty slightly with her forthright gaze.

            “No ending?  Where is this story from?” Elizabeth wondered aloud.

            “This particular version is all the way from the Orient, one I learned a long time ago.  ‘Tis about a beautiful girl and her prince.” Nezra smiled, leaning back in her chair comfortably.

            “There you go, Beauty… a handsome prince charming for you.” Alice teased gently.

            “No, no… I never said he was handsome.  In fact, our hero is rather… shall we say… beastly?” Nerza added pointedly.

            Beauty’s head jerked up in interest.  A prince that wasn’t handsome?  Beastly?  Intriguing!

            “This is called The Dragon Prince.” Nezra announced, her voice more melodious than before, the mark of a gifted story-teller.  She expertly wove a tale of a poor farmer who had seven daughters; the youngest of which was the kindest and most beautiful girl who ever lived.  She told of how a golden snake scared her sisters in the fields and how this youngest child had saved it from her father’s hoe.  That snake changed into a ferocious dragon who later rescued the farmer from danger and housed him in a fabulous palace.  The farmer however, wanted to bring a memento home to the youngest daughter, and so picked a lotus blossom for her, the sacred flower of China.  Enraged at the theft, the dragon demanded that the farmer pay with his life or the life of the daughter he so loved.

            Beauty noticed her father stiffen more and more throughout, his eyes wide with wonder and… fear.  But Beauty was too captivated to dwell on it too much now.  “What happened?  Did she go with the dragon?”

            “Aye, that she did.” Nezra nodded with a smile. “Her love for her father and her hidden love of adventure made her run away in the dead of night to pay her father’s debt to this fearsome dragon.  He had sharp teeth and claws, a terrifying roar, and a alarming voice… but the young girl found that she did not fear him; that as vicious as he looked, he was as equally lonely.”

            Nezra continued, telling how the two unlikely creatures eventually became friends and the young woman eventually found herself to be in love with her tragic captor.  However, the girl missed her family despite being happy with her newfound friend.  Before she even had a chance to tell the dragon of her feelings, he sent her away, knowing that her absence would kill him.

            “How?  How could her being away harm him?” Beauty asked.

            “Ah, ye see… the dragon was under a terrible spell, one that bound him to his love to the death.  Without her near, he would slowly wilt and die, like a flower denied sunlight.” Nezra explained, and for a moment Beauty thought she saw a strange light around the edges of her vision, clearing her mind of the cloudiness that had plagued her so recently.

            “A spell… a stolen flower… a beastly captor…” she whispered to herself, slowly rising from her seated position, barely noticing that Mama fell off of her lap with un-feline clumsiness.

            Beauty… a voice called in her head, masculine and deep, deeper than her father’s had ever been.  Beauty, my love…you can still say no to me… you can change your mind, the gravelly voice whispered, breathless and harsh.  Beauty could feel satin sheets against her skin and a hard body pressing her down.  A face appeared in her mind’s eye; like that of a lion, with sharp fangs and dark fur.  But his eyes, his emerald-green eyes were so plaintive, so sad that her breath caught in her throat.

            Goodbye, Beauty… I will love you to my last breath…the voice breathed as gently as its coarse tones would allow.

            Rayven?  What do you mean goodbye?  I’m coming back to you… how could I not? Beauty called in her mind, reaching out for him desperately as his image flickered and faded slowly, like a dying flame.

            Beauty… his voice lingered in her heart, making her tremble.

            “Rayven!” she screamed out loud, startling her family from their chairs and mats.  “Rayven!  Oh my god, how could I-?  I remember now!  He sent me away and somehow made me forget!”

            “Beauty, child…” her father held her shoulders steadily.  “What is this you’re saying?  Who’s Rayven?”

            She managed to focus on her father’s weathered and familiar face.  “Rayven is my love, father…  He’s the beast the you encountered and the man that I’ve come to love.”

            He backed away a step, stricken by her admission.  “You… your love?”

            “Father, please try to understand.” Beauty clasped her hands tightly to keep them from shaking.  “I have to go back… he’ll die without me.  I don’t remember how much time he had left… it can’t be too late, it just can’t be.”

            “Beauty!” Alice cried out.  “What are you saying?  You’re leaving us again?”

            “Yes… I promised I’d go back to him.  He needs me… to break the spell.” She nodded, her eyes filling with tears.  “Oh god… I hope it’s not too late… it can’t be too late!”

            “Too late for what?” Elizabeth demanded, her voice rising along with Beauty’s returning memory.  “Beauty, please… sit down and tell us what in God’s name you’re talking about.”

            Beauty sat shakily despite the adrenaline suddenly pumping through her, the desire to run.  “Rayven is the beast… I’ve been living with him for the past few months because of the rose Father took from the garden.  Those flowers represent the time that he has left to break the spell that he’s under.  When you plucked that rose, father, you in effect stole ten years from him.”

            Her father paled slightly.  “An enchantment?  With a time limit?  That’s evil sorcery if ever I heard of it…”

            “Exactly.  But aside from that… father… Rayven and I… we… we’ve fallen in love.  I know, I know he looks ferocious… but…” her tone softened, tears finally spilling.  “But he needs me… to break this curse.  He’ll die if I don’t in time.  Please, I have to go back to him… please.”

            Father looked as though he couldn’t decide whether to be infuriated or ashamed, his eyes flickering away from Beauty as he tried to sort the shocking revelations in his mind.  “Beauty… he’s a beast… a monster.”

            “No!” she was quick to counter, taking her father’s face in her hands.  “He merely looks like an animal, father… before the enchantment, he was a man same as you.  In his heart, he is still a man… and he is the man that I’ve given my heart to.”  She peered closely into her father’s familiar, weathered face just as she had when she was a child.  “Please father… if you ever trusted me, if you ever felt that my impressions of others were correct… trust me in this choice.  I love Rayven… and I want to go to him.”

            She felt his jaw tighten briefly under her fingertips as his warm, brown eyes met hers.  “Very well, Beauty.  Go to him… and don’t delay.  If he is man enough to win your heart… then he must be an extraordinary man indeed.”

            Beauty kissed his cheek gratefully, hugging him tight.  “Thank you, papa… thank you.”

            She turned to speak to the old woman, to briefly explain her hasty departure to their guest… but her gaze met nothing but thin air where she had sat.  Alice gasped, her hand straying to her heart.

            “My god… where did she-?”

            “Vanished!”

            “Maybe… maybe she was sent… to remind me..” Beauty thought aloud suddenly.  “I have to hurry…”

            Another hour and she was on Apple’s wide back, one step away from a true gallop and heading breakneck into the forest.  Her heart pounded wildly in her chest, her eyes searching the darkness for the right turns.  Apple sensed her urgency and was keyed up as a result, pawing anxiously at the ground whenever they stopped to get their bearings.  The normally placid horse was all but trembling under Beauty’s hands, his coat soon soggy with sweat. 

            Beauty’s mind barely registered the journey, her mind beset with images of Rayven pining away for her.  She almost didn’t notice the large owl that swooped ahead of them, hooting riotously.  It was the same owl from the other times, a great tawny creature with a ghostly white face and solemn eyes of gold.  Beauty breathed a sigh of relief and kicked Apple into a fast canter after it.  Canter soon gave way to an almost gallop.  Soon, although not soon enough for Beauty’s tastes, the winking silver gates of the castle were within sight.

            Before Apple even bothered to slow down and without pausing for breath, Beauty leapt down from the saddle and broke into a run, pushing through the heavy gates with a grunt of exertion and tearing into the garden beyond like a madwoman, her hood dislodging in the process.  Her heavy skirts slowed her down in her headlong flight into the castle, but she hardly noticed.  She struggled her way up the many staircases to Rayven’s chambers… to the massive doors of dark mahogany that she remembered hiding behind.  Had it been so long ago?  She didn’t bother to knock, but pushed the door inwards.

            The room was empty… the neatly made bed bearing the telltale dullness of dust on the velvet quilt.  He hadn’t slept in it since she left, she was sure of it.

            Dear god…

            She turned and ran down more corridors, seeking out her own room.  Maybe, just maybe, he was there… immersing his acute senses in her scent and lingering presence.  The practical side of her mind chided her for being foolishly romantic at that idea… but she ran nonetheless.  The twin doors gave way easily under her touch and she stumbled into the room, the finely woven carpet burning her hands as she tried to catch herself and slid.  Things were dusty in here as well, not a single thing out of place… but for the open bay window, the incoming breeze tousling the lacy curtains that flanked the cushioned seats.

            Lacking any further ideas as to where Rayven could be, her legs aching, her face tear-streaked, and her hands stinging… she wandered clumsily to the window seat, falling upon it heavily.  Where could he be?  Was he angry at her for forgetting him?  But he had placed the spell on her in the first place.  Was he already dead?  She couldn’t remember how much time he’d had left… hadn’t counted the roses…  Her heart trembled at the idea, her eyes swelling shut with tears as she bowed her head to the sill and held back a sob.

            She sat there, panting with cries for what seemed like both forever and an instant.  Until finally, she lifted her head to gaze out the window, her eyes instinctively searching for the rose garden, half-afraid of finding only green in its blurry leaves.

            The fountain was not cheerily sparkling as it usually was… and on its finely polished marble surface rested a dark shadow.  He laid perfectly still, his only movement the breeze tugging gently at his loose hair.

            “Rayven!” she screamed before bolting out of her room.

            Please, dear god… no!

 

 

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