The True Me
	I believe there are things about people you never really get to know until the right conversation comes up. Like how you feel about dating or if you've always had a secret desire to get a tattoo. Or maybe just that you prefer the color black for your shirts then you do a navy. I call these things "The True You"... which sounds corny, I know, but I have a desire to just be a bit of a wack job right now. Anyway, I've dedicated this page to things I don't think anyone knows about me, not because I don't wish to tell them, but just that it doesn't come out in regular everyday conversation. So read on and find little comments I've added that I thought you might like to know.
				Um... what else is there? Oh I know. I'm not very close with any of my relatives. Like my close family, I know. But everyone else is a mystery to me. On my dad's side there are SO many people. I'm pretty sure I have like fourth cousins by now. Anyway! I haven't really gotten to know any of them. This is because for most of my life I've lived in BC when my dad's entire family lived in Alberta. When we moved to Calgary I started to get to know them. But its still a three hour drive. So I've lived here for five years and I have yet to get to know any of my cousins... I can barely tell who my aunts are and who their children are!
			I've always wanted something that is mine and all mine. Like something with meaning, something with a story... you know in like books and movies and sometimes the characters have like a necklace or ring or a scar or something like that that has a little story behind it that gives it meaning. It's always something regular too... anyway I've always wanted something I can wear or show off that has a story behind it that I can tell people the story behind it. Something that has no value to someone else. Maybe this is because I want to feel special myself? Maybe I feel that I'm not special and that having something like that would make me feel special... meaningful. Wow, I just lost my train of thought again... I seem to do that a lot... Hehe, kittys are pretty...
		Todays Subject... Piercings and Body Modification. Okay I am soooo not the type to get this type of thing done. Like come on I have one hole in each ear. And I have no desire for a second piercing or a cartilage. I'm not stylish. I don't rebel against my parents. Like I will say I do, and I guess I do a bit, but there isn't really anything to rebel against in my house. I listen to music most people don't and to be totally honest, I'm a total DORK! But I've always wanted to get a tattoo or get my navel pierced. Like ever since I was 12 or 13. And believe me, I don't consider myself the type to want to do that kind of thing, but I do. The desire to get it done was so strong that I started to draw on my arms and stuff and I would pinch my navel. It wasn't until my friend mentioned a couple months ago that she wanted to get her navel pierced that I started to think about actually going through with it. I researched it and Bri and I visited a woman who my mom's friend recommended. Which brings up the parental permission thing. I'm 16 so I can get it done without their permission, but I wanted to know how it stood with them anyway... They said I could do what I want, just as long as they NEVER hear of it. Which means no... Anyway... thats all for now... I've lost where this was going...