My Mystic Road Trip

My Mystic road Trip
I  Know the road to heaven
And I’ve seen the road to hell
I’ve learned that hate and pain
Tangle the strength of human will.
Heading towards something
Scared and alone
Eighteen days till freedom
Eighteen days till I’m me again
Eighteen days till the world stops turning
In the wrong direction
Eighteen days till I’m complete.
Headed south, heading east,
Heading towards the sun
Or maybe towards the sea
I don’t know where I’m going
And I haven’t a clue where I’ve been
But it eighteen days,
I’ll find my way
To something I’ve been searching
To find again.
POEMS
Take a look if you want to see into my head
Another day

Well it’s just another day
Another morning sunrise
When I wonder if
My life will ever go my way
Well it’s just another morning
For me to find some peace,
So please just give me peace.
Give me peace of mind.
All I want is a moment
Just a moment that mine

Cuz it’s just another day
It’s just another sunrise
Where I wonder where I’m heading
And if the road will ever go my way

Because it’s just another day
Another morning sunrise
When I wonder if
My life will ever go my way
Well Tomorrow’s going to to come to soon
And yesterday just bring back
An old sour tune
So please just let me stay in today
A little before tomorrow
And moment after yesterday
Where everything for a moment is going my way.
Edgar Dega could do with paint what few of us can even do with words, he could draw our hopes, dream, beauty and our flaws and saw that they all were needed to be real.
Young Girls

Young girl
With sad eyes
She’s seen to much
Of this worlds big lies
She wakes to nightmares
Before the moon is gone
And by dawns light
She forgets what she’s hiding from
Young girl
With empty eyes
She walks alone
From the world
Afraid of the sky
Unsure of her place
Alone in what feels like empty space
Young girl
With lost eyes
Wake me
When you find your self
Wake me when you see
the world with out those empty eyes.
Sunrise

Till the sunrises
Stay within my heart.
Protected by the darkness
Our loves light shall not diminish.
Dear soul
Connected to mine
By a translucent thread.
Seen only by you and I
Felt only by you and I
Known only by you and I.
We are one,
In a world pulling us
in two different directions.
We must drift.
But till then
stay here
Cloaked in the darkness.
Till sunrise
And we must be apart.
Independent Girl

Independent girl
She was Living in her own little world
She never wanted to fall in love.
Never wanted to let other in
Never wanted to hurt.
So she built her walls.
A hundred feet tall

The walls protected her
Their job was keep the real world outside
But the walls neglected her wishes
the walls  knew the truth
She longed for something real.
Something bittersweet
They knew her life
would be incomplete.
If she hide forever in world of nothing

She had to stumble
She had to fall
She had to see the truth
She had to know it all
She had to love and be loved
She had to see joy and pain
She had to know sorrow
To see the sweet.

She knew the world within her walls
But nothing of anything
One day the walls crumbled
And the girl stood in a world she had never seen
Surrounded by others
Surrounded by all that was real
She was lost
Scared and alone
But finally she knew she was home.
Mountain

I have climbed
Climbed to the top of the mountain
Seen the other side
I have seen the reality,
The Lies,
The Fear,
The Death,
And the placement of
My own existence in this world
I have seen all
I know the journey well
I know the truth
That this moment
Well continue
That life will have a balance
That the scale will tip
That I may stumble
Yet I
I must Continues to climb
And find my way to the other side
For the path is mine to choose.