A work in progress... Last worked on December 18th, 2006 -Puzzles- I Hope You like puzzles Because you broke my heart into a million pieces Have fun picking them up one by one Until the sun sets, and then I'll be gone For good I hope you're quick to mend Me back together Because my mind is getting weaker And I can't think for myself What we need Is something more than a prescription I'd rather feel the incscription in my heart With a promise that you'll never do this to me again. The End, or is it... I hope you know that I am trying to feel what you feel But I can't. A realization that has come far too late for me. Til this date I don't think I've thought for anyone but myself You must hate The little attention that I pay to the outside world But know I feel great However long that will last... Surgery is no option here If my body can't heal itself, then I'd rather just die alone. I'm not trying or thinking of commiting suicide For in my mind, I've lived a good life. But have I lost it? The process that makes up our lives is linear and yet everchanging Change doesn't always come for the better And restrictions alter our possibilites If ever there was a heaven Maybe we could all learn to love rather than to hate What we need now is a serious break down And maybe we can reconstuct something a little more practical As if reading the pages wasn't hard enough You've set my pages a fire Reading through a mask of heat My eyes are covered with soot And I can't breathe Could it be that I've lost my ground Another being stepping into my shoes Thinking thoughts that have no sound The intent was printed But its the silence that scares me Another thinking twisted thoughts About one to call his own May this mind rest in pieces Shattered and torn So that there is no returning to a state once forgotten Fear not what you can't change, but fear what you can Opposition will never seem so strong But if you put your mind to it You'll probably fail Don't say I didn't warn you There is no greater danger than fear itself Sure death is a horrible end But its even more horrible if you gasping for air Just take in what you have left, and enjoy eternity My sincere apology I thought I was first in line to tell I can't help but thinking That theres something more you didn't let out Or maybe thats just my paranoia And maybe I should have no regrets Regression is a movement after all But I guess it is frowned upon People just like to move foward Always telling other to leave the past behind But the current situations at hand are smashed between And our carelessness will leave us stuck in a memory If I put this here It probably won't make any sense But the fact is these very words Are thoughts that even I would recommend -Shameless Survivor- Shameless survivor Oh how weary your travels must be A torch lit by fire Is your only tool to see When the flame goes out You will surely perish And your body will float out to sea -The Crow- A crow landed on his shoulder And a smile cracked across its face The boy was stunned with anger And fear took to his knees As the boy started shaking in anguish The crow leaned towards the boy’s ear And let out a chuckle of sorts So the boy cried out in remorse ”Please crow, please just let this fear go away.” But the crow didn’t reply Instead it laughed once again And jumped to the side of the road At that very moment The boy was struck by an object with speed His body was thrown for a great distance And hit the pavement with great clatter He couldn’t help but wonder If the crow had meant for this to happen But his memory soon faded away And the lights never turned on again -Shatter the Stars- Shatter the stars And watch their fires burn over These poor souls a watching With nothing more than a high We dumb down our politics For a little more comprehension But the next generation Still doesn’t understand the signs And we say shatter the anger Because it’s what causes the fear And shatter the hunger So the people stay clear Of the apples of temptation That have been the fathers of steering Children in the wrong direction For years But, don’t forget to shatter the stars The balls of light looking down from above The burning fires full of mystery, Of anguish, of love The stars can be replaced though If we feel it’s needed again But that day may never come So shatter the stars my friend Shatter the stars Let’s begin with the sun For if we destroy light to the earth The energies will run Dry your eyes of tears so full Of lost loves and fears For when our mission is complete They’ll be no one here And we say shatter the anger Because it’s what causes the fear And shatter the hunger So the people stay clear Of the apples of temptation That have been the fathers of steering Children in the wrong direction For years But, don’t forget to shatter the stars The balls of light looking down from above The burning fires full of mystery, Of anguish, of love The stars can be replaced though If we feel it’s needed again But that day may never come So shatter the stars my friend Angel of mine How can you do this to me -The End (Or Is It?)- He sits awake pondering over If he'll have find the clover with an extra leaf And he can barely breathe But there is no relief The pain inside his chest is rising He knows that there is no disguising His fear from others all around him So he forms a wall to push them out And when he wakes up The dream becomes reality And he can't get this melody out of his head I've had enough I'm tired broken, bruised, and scared I never thought we'd make it this far But we did If you want to throw Everything we've built away I'll disapear, never to be seen By you or your company again My friend Or are you? Maybe I was the fool I never really mentioned That life can be so cruel This pain is no mistake An energy that the heart can't take If it doesn't go away it will surely break And that's when you can rebuild or leave Fame and fortune ruins the soul But a butchered heart Can make a man lose control You're so vain But I love you I guess its time to get back to reality And realize that I've never been anything special I guess I knew it all along I was just hoping that I was wrong...