Depression, Hate and, Pain

Lucid pain
tears through my brain
drives me insane
won't go away

My life's a mess
always depressed
so fucking stressed
everyday

No one's there
no one cares
it's so unfair
why won't it quit?

I need help
I loathe myself
so does everyone else
I am shit

Count down the days
as I rot away
and suffocate
inside my mind

Pictures in my head
of me being dead
soaked in liquid red
for them to find

Take a knife
or perhaps a scythe
take my life
it might be fun

No if's, ands, or buts
I'll go completeley fucking nuts
and I'll blow out my goddamn guts
in front of everyone

Drown in the shit
and slit my wrists
'cause I'm a bitch
and now I cry

And as I bleed
I'll yell and scream
that all I need
to finally die

I realize
my life's a lie
I need ti die
somehow, someway

Depression, hate and, pain
drives me insane
rots in my brain
and never goes away.


I need help.........