Part Four
He is back.
He diminished to shadow for all but awhile
but my diesease;
my disease is back.
He is stronger now
so very strong
my brain is screaming
I am in pain.
This is the end.
I had hope
it replenished ere his return
but he is so powerful now
he has devoured it.
This is finally it.
He has shut down my control
bit by bit he conquers all
and all resistance falls.
Pain is essential in his eyes
there can be no mutual understanding
I must die.
Hope is gone.
I bid thee a fond farewell
and hope for a quick passing.
I do not want to suffer
then again, I do not want to die
but he cares not.
Selfish bastard.
Goodbye, I hope to meet again.
Farewell.
It is finally the end.
He's won.