Hurting Inside My Insides are rotting, they're cold and they're grey and ever so slowly, they crumble away vommiting bile, my life's in recession I just want to die, so engulfed in deppression cursing myself, hating tommorow drowning ever deeper inside of my sorrow no turning back, no chance of relief I'm destined to rot, in pain and in grief can no longer fathom what my life's now become hold the knife, take my life, as I finally succumb to the pain, the grief, the horror, the pity I've finally discovered my life is quite shitty surrounded by people who just want me dead cause I'm gay and disturbed and I'm fucked in the head the times finally come were I'll slit my own wrists then I'll bleed and I'll scream because I am a bitch and then I'll lay down cause my lifes finally shredded and the blade of a razor is firmly embedded inside of me how can I not see? I hate myself so much its blinded my vision I'm hurting inside from the hate.