I lay there, in the darjk
staring at my cieling
trying not to cry
I'm burying my feelings
The sheets are wet with blood
my pillows wet with tears
the darkness getting peaceful now
engulfing all my fears
The pain is gone, I'm all alone
reflecting on my life
the life that led me here to lay
grasping tight a knife
What a pussy way to die
why'd I slit my wrists?
Why not suffer? Would it not be funner?
Instead of having a hissy fit
I start to laugh, it's so damn funny
I'm finally caving in
as the blood cut through my flesh
all I did was grin
The blood flows slowing down
it slowly starts to clot
as I lay there, waiting patiently
to die and slowly rot
Light fills my darkened room
the shadow of a person creeps
to my bed, while I rest my head
waiting to forever sleep
Her arms softly cradle me
I feel her shudder and cry
and the moment that she touches me
I forget why I wished to die
No matter how bad my life was
or how I wanted it to end
I always felt so priveleged to have
such a beauty as a girlfriend
How did I deserve her?
Why would she pick me?
She's perfect (in my opinion)
she's way out of my league
This is what I think
as I lay dying on my bed
as she wipes the tears from her moistened eyes
crying 'cause I'm all but dead
I don't want to die anymore
I've had a change of heart
I don't want to leave her
and this is where the grief starts
She's saveing me
she's done it before
made me happy when I'm brokes
and laying listlees on the floor
But it's far to late
so ends my fate
as I slip away
with her I lay
I hear softly cry
as I finally die
Thank you. For making my life worth while.
Thank you. For teaching me how to smile.
I'm so sorry I failed you.
I'm so sorry I failed you.
I didn't want to die. You tried to save me.
Thank you.