I want to die today
my life has completely withered away
everyone I loved and held dear
have abandoned me and left me here
to die. To cry. Alone. Unwanted
My life's now grey. Retarded. And worthless
The knife will cut my throat, and wrists
I'll drown. Deep down. Inside myself. I'm shit.
The feel of blood, dripping down my arm
the joy of putting myself through self harm
but nothing make up for the tears I have cried
unless I loss control and commit suicide
The dreams, they scrape through the depths of my mind
they drive me insane, I can't unwind
she's always there. She never wants to leave
everywhere I look, she's all that I see.
I'm going, I'm shattered, I'm breaking, I'm snapping.
About to go crazy. Lose control. I can't handal
the truth, it hurts me. It's all just a scandal
and everything that happens, fucking all of it
is just because, all I am is shit.
Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.
I'M SHIT!!!!