I am depressed
sitting in the dark
staring at my cieling
all alone
Suppressing my rage
looking in the mirror
as the retarded, pathetic fuck
whom I see so clear
My illiteration humors me
my stupidy's my friend
my life is like abad t.v. show
that will never fucking end
though they want it to
and so do I
we want so much for me to die
To my distaste
I still live on
the fact of this
seems so wrong
and out of place
I want to bash in my face
with mace.