Ranting

I want to die
I want to scream
I want to wake up
from this dream

I want someone
I need a friend
to be there till
the bitter end

My fate is sealed
there is no hope
I am drowning
I can't cope

With the pain
that is my life
I need to end it
I need a knife

I can't go on
I cannot win
my only option's
to give in

So I say farewell
I say goodbye
I run away
and then I cry

All alone
I suffocate
I cut my skin
it feels so great

Into the dark
I slowly fade
my blood, my life
all drifts away

I'm now at peace
I finally grin
even though
I did not win

I see no light
I feel no pain
finally
I feel sane

Please do not cry
for my death
it was meant to be
instead please smile
'cause now you know
that I'm finally happy.