I stare at my reflection
in the mirror
I stare at the retarded fuck
whom appears to be so clear
But the mirror is shattered
so much like my life
I'm stareing at broken glass
at nothingness; into my life.
Into my life that is a lie
into the lie that I despise
Shards of glass stuck in my skin
tear the tissues that lay within
I collapse on my knees in pain
every piece of my that chips
makes me go insane
It's now all so clear
my life is like a mirror
every chipped piece to small to matter
weakens the rest until it shatters
one big hit; and that's it
I cave in upon myself
My life is now shattered
it's broken and worth nothing
but it doesn't really matter
Because no one gives a shit
ever so slowly I chip
With every wound
I near my tomb
But I didn't shatter my life myself
no, I had someone else's help
they did it for me, ruined my life
they shattered it all; out of spite
Now I hate myself
I can't get any sleep
and when I do, it's uneasy
and I have horrible dreams
about them
and they never go away
now I'm chipping even more
I'm cracked; it's almost over
I don't think I can be fixed
they broke me pretty hard
and then they left me there to rot
after ripping me apart
Well, congratulations you cracked me
with your lie you hacked me
I'm shattered
does it matter?
They don't really care
Well;
Fuck them.
Fuck me.
Fuck you.
Fuck them all.
Maybe once I'm shattered
maybe once I'm dead
they'll know much they meant
and how they fucked me in the head
I'm so depressed
I've never been sadder
I'm going insane
I'm officially shattered