Title: Chaos Rules When We're Apart
Author: Elizabeth L. Iacono
Rating: PG
Category: Vignette, Romance
Keywords: Mulder/Scully Romance
Spoilers: None
Summary: Like the title says, chaos rules when
we're apart...
This was inspired by the lyric from Garbage's
'When I Grow Up'.
To make it clearer Mulder's parts are in << >>,
and Scully's parts are in :: ::
Archive: Wherever, Gossamer especially (not the poem
archive, because this is not a poem!!) anyone else just
tell me where it goes.
Feedback: Please? My addy is RhiaRamsay@aol.com
Disclaimer: not mine.
Chaos Rules When We're Apart
Elizabeth L. Iacono
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::Chaos.
When I'm not with Mulder the world is chaos. Not
the usual disorder of chaos, but a closed in sort
of chaos.
The passion that he brings out in me is trapped
inside, turning me into a cold person whose soul
is trapped behind walls only he can scale.
He knows how to bring my soul out. He knows how to
make me feel, make me feel happiness, make me feel
wonderment, make me feel young, make me feel bright
and new again.
He makes me feel loved.
I want to be loved. I want to be with him.
I want to go home.::
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::I try to get to him, but it is not easy. There are
things blocking the path.
People telling me that he's not worth it, that I'm much
better than him. That he doesn't deserve me. That he
doesn't need me at all.
But it's not true, I know that. I know he needs me
like I need him. Like we both need air to stay alive.
He deserves me, he deserves love, plain and simple.
Then there are the more immediate blocks. The people
whispering behind my back about how I am a cold fish,
how I have no emotions. I know that is not true. I
know I can feel and I can love, and it's thanks to him.
Soon I will be with him, the one who makes me feel.
Soon I will be home.::
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::I reach my apartment, but he's not here yet. I'm
not worried though, I know he will be here soon. I
know that he needs me too, now more than ever after
spending this day apart.
I sit down on the couch and wait, my body almost giddy
in the knowledge that soon he will be here, soon we
will be together again.
I can't wait.
Soon I hear the door lock clicking and I turn around
to see him there, and he's smiling.
I feel myself smiling back, smiling back in that open
smile destined only for him. The smile that knows I'm
expressing my true feelings, that I'm happy, that I can
feel alive again, that I feel loved.
My legs move from under me, and I'm walking over to
him. His arms begin to open in that invitation that
makes me let down my barriers even more. I feel my
body mold to his and I know that this is right.
I press my lips to his and as my eyes close, I feel
my passion emerging once more. I'm with him.::
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::As we kiss that kiss that kiss that makes me feel
alive, I can only think of one thing.::
<>
::I'm home.::
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The End!
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'True love, it's the
greatest thing in the
world.'
Miracle Max
The Princess Bride
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'Men will fight bravely
and be heroes, but for a
last ditch defense against
any odds, get a mother.'
Lightbringer
High Wizardry
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